Life as I know it
And so....long time no update...not like it really matters and all...the majority of people who read this already know the news that is my day to day happenings but...N-E-WHO....I know have 15 piercings.....5 in each ear.....1 in my navel....one in my tongue...one in my lip....and one in each nipple....I have 2 count them 2 tattooes and love them both...especially since one was with the one i will be with forever :) I currently work overnights at Cumby's Dan and I are getting an apartment together in May (or end of) I regained contact with 2 of my Good friends from up north... I now have 2 Rats...Fival( like American tale) and Smoosh.....3 Bettas D'leven and 2 to be named later....and 2 Albino aquatic frogs. Not to mention Dan's Kitty Imo but...alas he must stay with my friends until the end of May....There are still a few people I am wanting to regain contact with but not knowing how to go about doing so....I still have extreme bouts of feeling utterly alone and discontent and bored with life but then I realise that it is not going to always be bad. I am hoping to eventually get in to see a doctor and possibly get back to where i should be....right now my foot is tingly but that is probably a whole different story on its own.....damn sleepy limbs....I am sometimes faced with this amazing thought that I am not a terrible as I think I am...but one can not be sure of such things to say the least....I am thinking of writing a book but I have so many Ideas it would probably be an epic...and that would just be the prologue. My sister wants to spend the weekend with me and that makes me happy. I still have not spoken to my mother since August but am planning on writing her a letter, I just have to think of how to word how I feel...I miss a lot of people and wish I hadn't lost so many friends this past year but hell shit is bound to happen sometime. Life can not be the bowl of cherries some people perceive it or make it out to be. In a bought of randomness I now own 13 Johnny Depp movies...whoot..Well...top those of you who read this...thatnk you for your time...how ever wasted it may seem to have been now thanks to my utter rambly ness and hey....if you dont utterly hate me or maybe even think me ok write me a comment...I do so sorely miss them. well Later all....hope to hear from at least 2 people anyone really haha ~K