New Life
Hello all, or those few remaining anyway.....A lot has happened since I was last able to update. For one I have become very seriously involved with a new person, I love him more than life itself and The one thing I never thought would actually come to be has....I am Engaged!! Me, the one person who really was NEVER going to marry ANYONE....well i guess love will do that when it is with the right person. I have also lost the majority of friends I had when i did attend college and have realized it does not bother me as much as I thought it would because they left for false and petty reasons....but best of luck to them in all their lives...I harbor no ill will anymore because I have found it useless to waste my life on bitter feelings and utter hatred. I have changed a lot and am really happy with who I am now....I actually feel alive for once and I have him to thank for it really....I have seen that there is more to life than what I previously thought there to be. I actually want to live and see tomorrow and I think it is a first....I have also realized love for the sake of not being alone and because you feel sorry for the individual's lack of luck in the romance department is ...well....NOT WORTH IT!! It is more hassle than not. I also have been added to people's friend lists since last I wrote....Hello new Peoples I do so hope to hear from you and actually get some concept of who you are, more so than I was able to gather from your journals. But all are welcome to read and comment. And if certain people from my past do read this I am sorry if I ever did anything I didn't realize I was doing....I was in a VERY dark place and could not see the light in anything but was and still am genuinely happy for all of you. Well I guess I should wrap this up and wait for more to happen so I can update again and hopefully have more comments. In future updates I will try to give more details on how my new life and outlook came to be and all about the honest to goodness end all be all love of my life.(I also realize that I wrote an awful lot of things in the past JUST to make someone feel better, even if I didn't feel any of it and I am sorry.) Well until next time. ~Your ever loving Mystress ~Kali~
P.S Cassie Jamie if you read this, I did NOT think you were stupid....I wanted to tell you but was TOLD NOT TO so as not to have you "flip out" but that is over now hope all is well with you.
P.S Cassie Jamie if you read this, I did NOT think you were stupid....I wanted to tell you but was TOLD NOT TO so as not to have you "flip out" but that is over now hope all is well with you.