Jul 28, 2007 02:27
an interesting way to end.
sometimes we don't know what to do. sometimes we don't know what to say.
sometimes we don't know what happened.
things happened. it's inevitable that such things would happen.
at first we watch in interest, then in fear, and pain. and at last, guilt.
who do we blame? them, ourselves, gravity?
it's worst when you realize that it's yourself to blame to a certain extent.
if the door had been unlocked, if we had gone downstairs, if we had taken a photo earlier, if we had requested to take a photo earlier.
yet, it's in the past, and it's happened.
and the only thing worse than the guilt is that we are aware that we can't do anything.
we know you'll be well, and you'll be well soon.
let's hope for the best.