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sooo i was rather sick today. feeling so tired for no good reason other than that i was up really late talking to nathan online. i went to see him today for a tiny bit (i had to drop off a cd for justin anyway) and we just sat on the couch and talked for a while. it was really nice. i really like him and it seems like we have a lot in common. which is good. we're going to see big fish this weekend. i am really excited. i definitely have a huge crush. we will see if it turns out to be more... i'm taking it slowly though. i saw how much rushing into things can ruin a relationship, so i figure i will take it one day at a time. he said he would help me with my charcoal drawing so i figure if i feel up to it one day this week, i'll bring it up there- i doubt i will feel up to it though, which sucks a lot.
i think i am gonna have to get a colonoscopy/endoscopy on friday. which sucks big time. but im gonna do the prep where you cant taste it. although i wont be able to eat for 3 days, it wil be worth it to not have to drink that shit. i'm just hoping i feel up to going out this weekend. oh well... its not like i feel up to it now so things can only go up i suppose. i just wanna feel better. im so tired of being sick.
i have no clue what i am doing about school either. im really far behind. oh well, mrs hefflin promised i wouldnt have to redo the year so i cnat be too bad off..
i am only posting cause brian asked me to. i am gonna go watch dane cook cause nathan let me borrow it. he's a good kid.
oh, justin came over for a little bit tonight too... im so glad that all my feelings for him are gone. they were just burdensome for me and now i feel like a huge weight is lifted off my shoulders. AHHH, like a deep breath or something.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD
i think i am gonna have to get a colonoscopy/endoscopy on friday. which sucks big time. but im gonna do the prep where you cant taste it. although i wont be able to eat for 3 days, it wil be worth it to not have to drink that shit. i'm just hoping i feel up to going out this weekend. oh well... its not like i feel up to it now so things can only go up i suppose. i just wanna feel better. im so tired of being sick.
i have no clue what i am doing about school either. im really far behind. oh well, mrs hefflin promised i wouldnt have to redo the year so i cnat be too bad off..
i am only posting cause brian asked me to. i am gonna go watch dane cook cause nathan let me borrow it. he's a good kid.
oh, justin came over for a little bit tonight too... im so glad that all my feelings for him are gone. they were just burdensome for me and now i feel like a huge weight is lifted off my shoulders. AHHH, like a deep breath or something.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD