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Just when I get my hopes up... there I go down hill again.
Damn depression got me down.
I shouldn't be upset.
Everything is going good.
A new place to live, I'm getting what I've wanted for so long, the love of my life is actually in my life.
But then again...
theres that feeling of solitude...
lonliness...
just wanting not to be.
I'm here at a public library, and still feel like there are too many people. But there isn't. And even though all these people are here, I feel so utterly alone.
Whats wrong?
Damn depression got me down.
I shouldn't be upset.
Everything is going good.
A new place to live, I'm getting what I've wanted for so long, the love of my life is actually in my life.
But then again...
theres that feeling of solitude...
lonliness...
just wanting not to be.
I'm here at a public library, and still feel like there are too many people. But there isn't. And even though all these people are here, I feel so utterly alone.
Whats wrong?