May 21, 2006 09:53
Help me acquire a treasure chest of the REAL GEMS in life - the values we acquire and live by each day.
Do NOT dance with the Devil.
I let my guard down again. I trusted that we could actually be friends. It would be nice to at least be friends with the father of my beautiful girls. It would be nice to be able to depend on him for certain things.
It is a necessity that I learn that I am the only one that I can depend on.ME. that is the way it is meant to be.
that lesson is hard to learn
He is not my friend and never will be - no matter how hard i try!
it is seductive to dance with the devil. try to make him change and treat me the way I should be treated. i have given up on the marriage. we work better apart. i was hopeful that we could at least be co-parents. that hope is still there.
he is good parent - but a jerk of a person sometimes!!
i am just looking for some sort of act of kindness. kindness should never be taken for granted.
Jaime - take your losses and RUN! stand on your own two feet.