+for those ive left behind and those i have yet to find+
+yah ive been so fukt up and emotional lately
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::How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.::
Trias.. i guess your name really does mean betrayal..
well thats what i get for liking a Gypsy Anarchist from California with tattoos a mohawk a shoulder kitten [and that was all just icing on the cake] and a fukt up past that wont let him move forward, not even into something that was starting to be way too good.. no he can only move away..
everyone said how it would work and commented on how well it did work. but it wont, not this time because I too am moving away
ill be back, i just dont know about him
sing an emo song for me kids!
::I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?::
::sigh::
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i got a job
starts at atleast 8 bucks
better than workin at canobie tho i would def get more hours there at canobie.. id also have no summer to spend with my lovelies.. every once and a while ppl who you think are only somewhat your friends surprise you and are there for you when you need a best friend who is nowhere to be found.
::They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...::
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i wouldnt change anything
nothing about the way I've been even if it costed me something that was at one time the best thing i had
i have gotten too much out of it and learned something about myself and about the way i want to live... and dont want to live
im sorry you didnt want to see me move forward in my life because thats what i did and thats why you dont like me anymore
i understand your hurt, but when is anyone going to bother to care to see it my way?
if that is something you wont ever understand, then so be it
you know who you are. even if you don't care
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sure ill give it a shot
we can see where it goes
and when its time to leave i wont be sad
even though im afraid of finding how it might be
something i would want to keep
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::And i'm screaming at the top of my lungs pretending
The echoes belong to someone
Someone i used to know::
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my dears, i leave you with that. i apologise for the inconvenience of being at my faggiest and gothiest.. if you read this you get a cookie :D, but after all this IS my fukin journal and if you read it its ur fault ahaha+
+kat+
::I'll write you a song and i hope that you won't mind
Because all the names and places i have take from real life
So please don't get upset at this portrait that i paint
It may be a little biased, but at least i spelt your name right...::
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::How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.::
Trias.. i guess your name really does mean betrayal..
well thats what i get for liking a Gypsy Anarchist from California with tattoos a mohawk a shoulder kitten [and that was all just icing on the cake] and a fukt up past that wont let him move forward, not even into something that was starting to be way too good.. no he can only move away..
everyone said how it would work and commented on how well it did work. but it wont, not this time because I too am moving away
ill be back, i just dont know about him
sing an emo song for me kids!
::I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?::
::sigh::
*************************************************************
i got a job
starts at atleast 8 bucks
better than workin at canobie tho i would def get more hours there at canobie.. id also have no summer to spend with my lovelies.. every once and a while ppl who you think are only somewhat your friends surprise you and are there for you when you need a best friend who is nowhere to be found.
::They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...::
*************************************************************
i wouldnt change anything
nothing about the way I've been even if it costed me something that was at one time the best thing i had
i have gotten too much out of it and learned something about myself and about the way i want to live... and dont want to live
im sorry you didnt want to see me move forward in my life because thats what i did and thats why you dont like me anymore
i understand your hurt, but when is anyone going to bother to care to see it my way?
if that is something you wont ever understand, then so be it
you know who you are. even if you don't care
*************************************************************
sure ill give it a shot
we can see where it goes
and when its time to leave i wont be sad
even though im afraid of finding how it might be
something i would want to keep
*************************************************************
::And i'm screaming at the top of my lungs pretending
The echoes belong to someone
Someone i used to know::
*************************************************************
my dears, i leave you with that. i apologise for the inconvenience of being at my faggiest and gothiest.. if you read this you get a cookie :D, but after all this IS my fukin journal and if you read it its ur fault ahaha+
+kat+
::I'll write you a song and i hope that you won't mind
Because all the names and places i have take from real life
So please don't get upset at this portrait that i paint
It may be a little biased, but at least i spelt your name right...::