Apr 17, 2005 19:02
Grrr, Road Runner is being gay. It didnt let me go online for the
whole day saturday and the early parts of today. Felt so
disconnected with ljs. Newayz this 3-day weekend ehhh didnt go as
planned.
Friday, i didnt do much except chores for most of the day.
Saturday, went to a 10K run at the CornerStone fitness center in the
morning. I still managed to get lost getting there even after i
printed out some maps and directions erica acquired for me. I
guess the whole Jackson Rd or Ave. confused me. Neways i did
pretty well except that i didnt beat Coach Puckett. But its okay,
we're even now cuz i had beaten him before. On my way back to
weslaco, i was "kinda" racing a Hummer on the expressway. I
managed to hit 90 with our car, but my dad caught me, so i slowed back
down to 70. I could have totally owned that hummer. I will
race about neone when i get my real, "no restriction" license, and when
im driving alone, and when i get my hands on one of those beeper thingies that detects
if a cop is coming.
Lets see, back home then and no RR. I end up looking at pictures
on my laptop with i guess an emo song, but its not really emo playing
in the back. what?! Nehoo the eyes would get wattery and i
started having a good feeling inside. Dude, badal, i miss you
buddy. Good times.
Moving on, theres this song thats been stuck in my head by The Used
called All that i've got. "So deep that it didnt even bleed and
catch me...I, I, I, i'll be just fine pretending im not".. Im going
insane inside my head. I want to get rid of it. And the
lyrics have no relation to my personal life right now. So i just
dont know why its in repeat inside my head.
And finally, today, went to church and then to some Filipino luncheon
at one of the parks in McAllen. Went to HEB for groceries.
Now im here barely gonna start on h\w after 3 days of doing other
stuff. Fuckin procrastination, why does it even exist.
Well I'm excited to go back to school tomorrow so i can find out if i
have a officer position in PASF. I could be a really good use in
that club. Oh well Win or Lose, i'll still be committed to that
club as a member.
Phewww, did you just read all that crap. Congratz if you
did, lol. Bull, i just spent a valuable 30 minutes updating my
journal. Oh well, ill make up that time somehow.
Edit: Oh wait theres something else i need to mention before i can go on with h\w. Had a splendid dream last night: I'm traveling around the world with my family in fancy planes and then i meet this fine, lovely girl. I start flirting with her and next thing i know i'm traveling with her instead of my family. We had a blast. I dont know exactly where we went but we sure did have a fun time. Now thats like falling in Love or somewhere along those lines. Too bad though i'm restricting myself from this at this time. I just have to sadly let these things go. But its nice you know, when your in love with some person. They become an inspiration and the reason for wanting to get up from bed every morning becuz you know that your going to see this wonderful person again. Oh well im going nowhere with this so ill stop now.