Really depressing stuff......
Okay, so now, I hate his ex more than I can possibly hate some one ever! I feel really bad though....I mean, I disliked her greatly, maybe hated her a little, but not as much as I do now...Maybe it is just that "girl" thing, you know, time of the month....Anyway, I know something about her, and it never really bothered before until Chris asked me about it. I refused to tell him though, but I really wanted to...This morning, I cried a little about it. Maybe I was jealous.....Uh! I hate that word! Anyways, I may talk about it with him the next time I see him, but I really need to work up the nerve. I really wish that I did not even know about it....I'd like to wish that it never happened, but that is not gonna work. I guess I will just have to keep on moving. "Go with the flow" as I used to say.