Seasonal Affective Disorder?
I hate rain. I used to love the rain. Living alone has made me despise it so. It's so cold, and unwelcoming.
I also shouldn't be left with my thoughts, I have to remember to say things when they're pertinent.
It's not that I don't care, or that I don't want to know. It's just that I shouldn't have to ask. It's not a 3 person thing. It never was! Why should it be now? Are you so different now that you can't remember who I am? Maybe you should just ask me.
I miss you, even though I try really hard not to.
I'm going to bed.
G'nite.
~
Z!
I also shouldn't be left with my thoughts, I have to remember to say things when they're pertinent.
It's not that I don't care, or that I don't want to know. It's just that I shouldn't have to ask. It's not a 3 person thing. It never was! Why should it be now? Are you so different now that you can't remember who I am? Maybe you should just ask me.
Click to viewI miss you, even though I try really hard not to.
I'm going to bed.
G'nite.
~
Z!