psychobabble before 9am
Last night I dreamt that I got the last bits of my costume for Halloween and it was the day of my friend Nicole's Halloween party. I woke up late (AT Nicole's house) and rushed home to shower and when I went into the bathroom, mom had piled all the cleaning materials into the bathtub and had stuff scattered all over my bathroom. I had to move it all and she got all pissed off because I was getting in the way of her cleaning. Then part of my costume had a stain I had to clean and I couldn't find the right socks. While I was cleaning the stain, Nicole called to lament that I had asked her to turn the air down because I would be wearing a sweater as part of my costume and she was whining that it would be cold, so I was telling her I could go without it part of the night. Then I dreamt I was waking up from my dream and starting to climb out of bed and my alarm sounded for real and I was actually already climbing out of bed.
So. To recap. I'm feeling rushed about things right now, preparing for a going-away party and a quick weekend trip to Epcot that's been a planning nightmare. I wish I were elsewhere. My mother is constantly making life harder for me and then complaining about her life, which only increases my burden and I feel like I'm an annoyance to my friends for being myself and am willing to alter myself to make them happier.
Good morning.
So. To recap. I'm feeling rushed about things right now, preparing for a going-away party and a quick weekend trip to Epcot that's been a planning nightmare. I wish I were elsewhere. My mother is constantly making life harder for me and then complaining about her life, which only increases my burden and I feel like I'm an annoyance to my friends for being myself and am willing to alter myself to make them happier.
Good morning.