I hate the world, well almost all of it anyway.

[mysticwritter]

Hey there. I know I said my next entry would be on Ireland well it's not. I've felt crappy all week I hate the world. I hate my housemates and right now I want to drug myself and sleep forever. See the thing is I've been feeling really depressed anyway and then tonight my housemates decide to try smoking shisha. It's not bad just molasas tobacco but you need this special pipe type thing and they didn't know how to put it together and they didn't have the right coals for it so first they set fire to the back yard to make some coals and they they couldn't get it to light so Mel decided to put some of the shisha in the oven and so the house now smells awful or at least the bottom level does which is where I sleep and they've all fucked off to the pub to get pissed so will come home later shitfaced and wake me up and then complain when I get up at a reasonable time cos they'll all be hung over and shitty. I feel crap enough as it is at the moment I'm suffering major depression, I want to go home, I hate being alive and they make it fifty million times worse being such selfish people.
Oh I joined the gym today and acctually felt pretty good till they all came home. Screw the world and most of the people in it.