Thinking....
As I've mentioned in my last entries I'm going to Arkansas next month. And I've been thinking alot about this trip as I mentioned before but I think I was thinking about the wrong things. I'm excited about this trip and seeing my friends. But there's another side to it. I'm going out there, and I'm bringing all my stuff back with me. And that's what I haven't thought about. I'm finally after almost five months going to actually be moving out here to Arizona...See I think I've been having such a hard time adjusting cuz I don't really feel like I've moved out here. And when I come back with all my stuff, and actually get settled in w/ everything, I think its going to be a big dose of reality. I mean that's a bad thing at all. I think if anything it's going to help me. Help me move on and enjoy living the new, clean life I've been making for myself out here. So now I have a whole new reason to be excited about my trip. Yes I'm excited about seeing my friends. I have only a small handful of friends that have proven to be true friends, and they will forever hold a spot in my heart. And it's going to be great seeing those friends, even though I'm afaird I won't get to see them all cuz they all still aren't out there. But I'll enjoy getting to see the friends that I can and it's going to be great to finally move out of there so I can move on.