to everyone

[mysticrose29]

i am terribly sorry for any pain i've caused you. it was never my intention, as i always try to do what's best for others. i do not want symapthy or pity from anyone for anything i write or feel- i have problems, as does everyone, and i must deal with them on my OWN. i have found that writing about these has brought much negative attention to myself, when i only sought to vent- as such, i created separate LJ categories...it seems even this hasn't been effective. i'm sorry if any of my entries have ever bothered you. there are those who believe me, and those who don't; while it distresses me beyond measure, i can do nothing about this but accept it. I do not know that I shall be writing publiclly for some time.. i think after again causing much unintended pain, i shall have to hide again to punish and reflect upon these things. i do not expect any reply to this, but mean it only to inform whomsoever on livejournal might wonder as to my prolonged absense. i do not know if i'll be able to reply to anyone else's journal either for reason's i'd rather not discuss; if you wish to remove me from your list, i regretfully understand. i have thoroughly enjoyed being a part of livejournal while possible, and i am not happy to have to go. you have all made me smile, weep, giggle, and worry through your entries and replies to my own, and i hope you know that you will always be missed and remembered. until the future, if it comes,
goodbye.

love and peace,

carly