Long time, I know
Life has been just a little busy over the past few months. I've endured a few more weddings, funerals, and baby showers. I did in fact find myself a new job since the other one was run by morally degenerate people. I am in a much happier place now and I'm getting paid more too. Which is definitely good b/c my new apartment is going to cost an assload every month. Yep, just signed papers today I'm finally on my own again. I need the space. It'll be good for me. I am excited to be going to see a weight loss specialist this week. Hopefully, he knows what will jumpstart my metabolism again. Maybe I am being over sensitive about the weight thing but I just don't want it to get too far out of hand. Plus I guess my self-esteem is a little shoddy post 35 lbs. gained so it's for my mental health too. My goal is to be in my size fours again by xmas. Totally random, but I just rented this new tv series from blockbuster called "Dexter". It is so bizarre but good, like really well written. It's a showtime series based on a book series. If you get time watch it(if you're not squemish,lots of blood and guts). Anyhoo, I'm sleepy. Hopefully I'll update my diary a little more regularly again.