Jan 19, 2004 13:03
im sick of not posting for everyone to read. its dumb. its like im trying to hide something, or hide from someone. and thats not the case.
i wish i could explain this. or even figure out what im thinking.
this could go somewhere, or well, stay here.
everything depends on this summer. everything. *sighs* it isnt going to kill me to wait that long. im kinda going nuts already though. but a good nuts i think.
i cant wait for february. 24 days!!!!!! thank god. and then april will be awesome too.... i just need to get away for a decent amount of time and only have to think about the weather and the adventure for the day.
dont worry if you dont understand this post, i dont even know if i do. its just to keep me thinking. *nods* i need something solid. like a snowboard. there's no snow in southern california. *shrugs*
I LOVE YOU!