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I fucking hate people that get enjoyment out of making others miserable, but then try to act friendly to their face. Its fucking pathetic. Pisses me off, but I'm miserable at the same time. She knows exactly what to say to just ruin my good mood. To just make me double think every thought that I have ever had. I finally think that I know how I feel, and get comfortable and trust again, and she has to bring up the past. I know that there was a past, that Crystal wasn;t looking for anything other than sex 4 months ago, but things have changed, but she fucking loves to bring up all the times that Crystal was having "single fun". But I dont know, I feel that I cant say anything. I was having my "single fun" too, but mine wasnt that fun, and I know not to bring it up in front of her, knowing that it would upset her. So why? Its not fucking fair.