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Why is it when bad things happen in life, they all happen all at once. Its never spread out over a long period of time. For a while I thought my life was finally going in the right direction. Now I feel like I'm losing my mind. I dont know what to do about anything.
I feel like friends are abandoning me, emotionally and some physically. I know the physical one is not personal, or anything like that. The timing just really sucks.
I can't wait until I'm not in Rochester anymore. Just a few more months! Then I can leave most of the bad shit behind. I cant wait for that sense of relief and weight being lifted off my shoulders. To finally be happy with my life is something I look forward to so much. Not looking forward to leaving my real friends, but I know that if they are true, the distance won't matter.
But before I can get my hopes up too high, I need to do something about my monetary situation. There is no way I will be able to leave with how much I'm making now, which is next to nothing.
As Phill says, I need to stop talking about wanting, and finally do something to achieve it. I'm going to really miss him when he's gone. I can't believe I fucked up the way that I did, but I think I straightened out the misunderstanding.
So here's to leaving, new lives, and starting over fresh.
I feel like friends are abandoning me, emotionally and some physically. I know the physical one is not personal, or anything like that. The timing just really sucks.
I can't wait until I'm not in Rochester anymore. Just a few more months! Then I can leave most of the bad shit behind. I cant wait for that sense of relief and weight being lifted off my shoulders. To finally be happy with my life is something I look forward to so much. Not looking forward to leaving my real friends, but I know that if they are true, the distance won't matter.
But before I can get my hopes up too high, I need to do something about my monetary situation. There is no way I will be able to leave with how much I'm making now, which is next to nothing.
As Phill says, I need to stop talking about wanting, and finally do something to achieve it. I'm going to really miss him when he's gone. I can't believe I fucked up the way that I did, but I think I straightened out the misunderstanding.
So here's to leaving, new lives, and starting over fresh.