Grandma
Well, it didn't take long. Sometime between 1130pm and 1am my grandma passed away. It hasnt quite hit me yet, I break into tears off and on, but no waterworks yet. I'm just kinda beating myself up about it tho, because she's been in the hospital for 2 weeks now, and not once did I visit her! Everyone else in the family, why couldn't I? Why did I keep putting it off? Now I'll never be able to say goodbye. I soo wanted to go see her tonight, my mom was plannin on staying with her all night, why didn't I go after I left Keith's? Why couldn't I be grown up for once in my life?
Okay, well I need to go to bed. I have new job orientation at 2, but I'll probably still wake up at like 8 or 9 cuz I have no life.
Okay, well I need to go to bed. I have new job orientation at 2, but I'll probably still wake up at like 8 or 9 cuz I have no life.