sometimes..........

[mysticlilpixie]

drinking and talking should not be done. not when "truths" are about to be revealed or shared or wahtever you would like to call it. some things which would have made a big difference in circumstances had they been made known earlier should be held forever with the one with the knowledge. some times thinking about said conversations leads to more thinking then really necessary. in some situations feelings should not be shared when the status is known. you know what was felt, you know what was there, you know what you did, you know what it caused, why try and complicate it more now by sharing things like that? they can change nothing now. and that's good that they can't. that means what is going on really is real, it means that this really means something.
ok, end chatper. a new one has already begun.

(about a conversation a couple weeks ago)