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not much has happened in the past fewdays. been talking with ben, of course. monday at school, i just was so glad to see him. when i talked to him, i simply felt absolved of all the guilt and worry and hurt i'd put myself thru. i never will touch david again, as it is ben i truly think is right for me, right now anywasy...i'm having a barbecu on satruday, adam and kenny and adam's girlfriedn, and ben and bruno, kayla too, unless she's busy...alex'd come, but he's goin to his dad's home....that's too bad, cause we all just enjoy that child SO much...((kayla, i will get him first!) hahah. anyways. uhg...so funny. just everything is. i gotta do some paintings, one for anna and one for vanessa...i think i want to do something very bright and cheery for her, something balanced, maybe i'll incorparate some spell work with it...