Its been a long time
Sorry I havent posted much... At Home Depot you're not really in front of a computer chatting away... instead you do grunt work which uses only 10% of the 10% of our brain's that we use. Highly upsetting if you ask me. My store manager though says that I have talent and told me to fill out a promotion form... WOOT!! Also, I've been having a rough time looking for someone new, a fresh person... It's been difficult for me. I dont know. After Leon I guess I just haven't had the same UMPH.
On the topic I would like to share a couple of things that I have been holding in my heart:
- I've had the happiest and best of times with Leon.
- I've had the most rewarding and exciting time with Leon.
- I will never forget how we grew with and on each other.
- The love was real.
- The sex was real.
- And the passion... well, honestly... i dont know. Nonetheless I find myself thinking about him and wondering what he's up to now a days.
- HAPPY PRIDE!
- We made it through a whole year and a month of bliss... whether ignorant or not.
- I miss Leon, Jessica, Ray, Vance and the rest of the crew... at least the ones that I know.
- And lastly, but certainly not least, I will never forget the times we shared... they are too precious to forget.
I've finished my rant and I feel better. Blah!
Oh i almsot forgot:
It is official, my birth father is a christian fanatic and rejects me :). I told him I am "super" and he says "I love you, but i dont love the things you do" and then he had the nerve to call me a liar... hmm interesting... I believe he thinks i'm going to influence his youngest son, my baby half brother Elias. He tells me that I am accepted and that I will be able to live with him... and two weeks later he tells me "i didnt consult The Lord before I spoke with you." Hmm, interesting, I always thought "The Lord" was and is always with you... oh well, he totally made me feel like an ass and I told him he could shove GOD up his ass and that I dont need him in my life... I am doing just fine with a mother that really cares about me.
In other news if you see me you'll notice I have a slight change in my appearance... no its not plastic surgery nor did I have a sex change... although that doesnt sound like a bad idea.
OH ONE MORE THING YOU MUST READ:
I will be going to Six Flags Great Adventure in the 3rd week of June. MIND YOU ALL THOSE THAT I KNOW ARE INVITED, So far on the list I have: Myself, Vance, and Ray.... JESSICA, LEON and AMY NEED TO RESPOND ASAP! I have room for 3 and those are the ones i want to come! Guys please respond, i miss you, love you and need to see you all. DONT FORGET TO RSVP BEFORE THE SECOND WEEK OF JUNE SO THAT I CAN GIVE YOU GUYS A RATE QUOTE! Even if you dont ride the coasters you can be there to hold our stuff :o) j/k.
On the topic I would like to share a couple of things that I have been holding in my heart:
- I've had the happiest and best of times with Leon.
- I've had the most rewarding and exciting time with Leon.
- I will never forget how we grew with and on each other.
- The love was real.
- The sex was real.
- And the passion... well, honestly... i dont know. Nonetheless I find myself thinking about him and wondering what he's up to now a days.
- HAPPY PRIDE!
- We made it through a whole year and a month of bliss... whether ignorant or not.
- I miss Leon, Jessica, Ray, Vance and the rest of the crew... at least the ones that I know.
- And lastly, but certainly not least, I will never forget the times we shared... they are too precious to forget.
I've finished my rant and I feel better. Blah!
Oh i almsot forgot:
It is official, my birth father is a christian fanatic and rejects me :). I told him I am "super" and he says "I love you, but i dont love the things you do" and then he had the nerve to call me a liar... hmm interesting... I believe he thinks i'm going to influence his youngest son, my baby half brother Elias. He tells me that I am accepted and that I will be able to live with him... and two weeks later he tells me "i didnt consult The Lord before I spoke with you." Hmm, interesting, I always thought "The Lord" was and is always with you... oh well, he totally made me feel like an ass and I told him he could shove GOD up his ass and that I dont need him in my life... I am doing just fine with a mother that really cares about me.
In other news if you see me you'll notice I have a slight change in my appearance... no its not plastic surgery nor did I have a sex change... although that doesnt sound like a bad idea.
OH ONE MORE THING YOU MUST READ:
I will be going to Six Flags Great Adventure in the 3rd week of June. MIND YOU ALL THOSE THAT I KNOW ARE INVITED, So far on the list I have: Myself, Vance, and Ray.... JESSICA, LEON and AMY NEED TO RESPOND ASAP! I have room for 3 and those are the ones i want to come! Guys please respond, i miss you, love you and need to see you all. DONT FORGET TO RSVP BEFORE THE SECOND WEEK OF JUNE SO THAT I CAN GIVE YOU GUYS A RATE QUOTE! Even if you dont ride the coasters you can be there to hold our stuff :o) j/k.