Sigh

[mysticfirecat]

Long time no post. I'm not going to be updating here very often but I wanted to rant a bit in a place more private than myspace. At least anyone that reads my LJ here will know the history behind the post, unlike those on myspace

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[wannabejapanese]

Argh, if I find the link later, I will send it to you... I had seen this person's blog by chance while searching the G to the oogle, and she was talking about how she had met this guy through his blog, and thought he was terribly interesting, and things progressed and they grew quite fond of one another. I believe they met once, and she realized she didn't truly love him. After that they guy ended up leaving everything behind to be with her (showing up at her door), and it was the wrong move for both of them. She said that ultimately she wanted to believe that it would work, and thought that maybe part of it was just her. However, she just had a built up image of what the guy was like and she built him up to be a knight. I don't know if it is really the case with Seneca, so please don't feel defensive. Just know that we all hope (at least female minded persons - might include myself?) want to have somebody that is of fairytale worthiness. That is a tall order

[mysticfirecat]

Lol, oh you :P Monk, nun, whatever, it's all the same thing. Honestly I'm not building him up to be anything special though. I realized way back when we were still talking manny of the flaws about him that should have told me things wouldn't work out. I guess I just don't want to let go though, which makes it even harder knowing that he already has.

[wannabejapanese]

Hehe I was right =)

As for what he is and isn't, I would only finish off that judgement after I have met him in person. (Of course I mean for you, as in if I was in your shoes - which would probably pinch my feet >.< that is an awesome face hehe)

[mysticfirecat]

I only did that for you 'cause you were expecting it :P

Except that I'm probably NEVER going to meet him in person, or even speak to him again at this rate... *shrugs*

[wannabejapanese]

Mwuahaha just as I thought, you fell for my trap. I suspected you were only doing it because I mentioned it, and didn't follow up my response with "I know you will do it again!" or something like that. heh

Well, maybe someday. You might try for when you goto CA to see him just as a hello, and not for anything major. On the subject of CA, you should try to see Jessie, if you haven't already planned something. That would be cool. =)

Okay okay, I only figured in my head that you might give me the tounge face again, but not so much that I anticipated that as a response. =) No hard feelings??