It's been too long since I've actually updated my journal, I bet it feels lonely. **rubs up against it**
Well let's see... nothing too important has been going on.
I am still going to school & working in my father's hellish office. I did quit escorting though. I did enjoy it (believe me, perhaps a bit too much). But It's just not for me anymore. I also did it cause I guess I finally got my friend Gaston's
devislavedoll point of view. He is so wise, that's one of the reasons why I hold him so dearly. He is pretty smart...
Other that that, things have been the same. I'm still single as fuck, but I'm not complaining. I enjoy my freedom and my space. But I do think that eventually I will want to settle down with someone. It's just that in my past relationships, I didnt really pay much attention to my partner's needs. It was mostly how and when I wanted to get off and then I was out of there. I DO need to work on that.
Well I guess I'll leave it at that. This Saturday is my friend Gaston's cousin's wedding. I know the guy she is getting married to. Gaston was supposed to be my date, but he can't make it. I guess I will just have to keep dreaming...
bye bye, -+> Ivan
P.s. - Thank you Gaston for sending me those CDs with lovely musik. They help me remember you even more.