ahhhhhh!
OMG, i have such big freaking news.....wanna here? Ok, im getting really ridiculously happy over this thing that my mom told me. I know im going to put all of my dreams and hopes for the summer into it and something is going to happen thats not going to let me go but what the hell. Now all of you know that if it doesnt end up happening, im going to crash and crash hard because im tired of being careful with my emotions! i just want to throw myself into something for once and for all, all my hopes and emotions...and i have nothing else to distract me right now, though god knows i wish i did, so here goes: Cambridge University wants me (me?!?) to go over there, (TO ENGLAND) for 3 weeks (ALONE!) in the summer!!!!!!! To study w/e i want for three weeks, with excursions to london, and castles and omg!!! Its called The Cambridge College Programme LLC (nice british spelling there with the whole extra m and e). i want to so bad....and heres the clincher, the catch, the best part of the whole damn thing, my MOM IS GOING TO LET ME GO!!!! AHHHH!!!! im so freaking excited. Now heres for the if and its a big freaking if, i can go IF i can get a scholarship from somehthing, to help pay the way because no way in hell can my family afford 6,000 dollars for this. We cant even afford 2,000 dollars right now. but i have to get a scholarship. Because no matter what i wont be careful about this. Im putting all my dreams into this. A summer away is exactly what i need. And it goes perfectly with my summer. Check this:
June 3 - Sat
June 10 - Act
June 19-30 - extended essay summer camp thingy
July 12 through Aug. 2 - CAMBRIDGE!!!
aug.3 through school (not sure exact dates) - band camp
it just fits so perfectly. Im already almost crying at the possibility of not going. THis would be the best summer ever, and it would be so amazing to have this opportunity for colleges and everything. SO i AM going to put all my wishes into this. i HAVE to find a scholarship. I know ive been let down alot before what with italy and all that, but omg.....Cambridge wants me??? i still cant believe it.....
a million huge grins and hopes,
ash
June 3 - Sat
June 10 - Act
June 19-30 - extended essay summer camp thingy
July 12 through Aug. 2 - CAMBRIDGE!!!
aug.3 through school (not sure exact dates) - band camp
it just fits so perfectly. Im already almost crying at the possibility of not going. THis would be the best summer ever, and it would be so amazing to have this opportunity for colleges and everything. SO i AM going to put all my wishes into this. i HAVE to find a scholarship. I know ive been let down alot before what with italy and all that, but omg.....Cambridge wants me??? i still cant believe it.....
a million huge grins and hopes,
ash