i'm in florida bitches
i'm in florida, it's boring, josh still hasn't called since he's been on a plane and he knows very well i hate plane and when people fly on planes so he best be calling me!...my mom says he hasn't called cause he's hanging out with lacrosse hoes...i don't think so. My grampa is sick, it's pretty shitty. It makes me feel bad. We are going to visit my old neighbor who we havn't seen in like 8 years tommorow. We are driving all the way to the east coast of florida...to see him for like a few hours...pretty dumb. But my parents miss them. and it's not like i'd be any less bored if we weren't going. I think josh left his phone at home because i called him like five million times, and he never called me back AHHHHHHHHH i miss him and it makes me feel shitty whenever i go anywhere without him. I need like joshua roden rehab. Cause what the fuck am i gonna feel like when he goes off to college? SHIT so fuck that. Everytime i see him i'm going to like...pinch myselfl, and then i wont want to see him anymore. Lol ...that would work if i was like a dog. Like one of those invisable fence collar thingies. I want to know that he's ok at least. Maybe i should call his mommy. damn ...he needs to call. fuck...i'm bored, and i miss josh.