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Michael broke up with me... just to go out with another girl... his dad called me and wondered if we were still friends, cuz he really likes me.. like.. im a nice person... yeah.. but hwen i got off the bus i flipped out on michael... it was really bad.. i felt bad too... i went to his house later on and told him i was sorry for being harsh to him... and yeah... if he asked me back out.. id probably say yes cuz i do have feelings for him.. but int he run id probably say no.. cuz if he did it once.. whats not going to stop him from doing it again? *looks back on past strong relationship with nik* I dont know what to do... i was always given chances.. even when i didnt deserve them.. and i was michaels first girlfriend. i was prolabaly to harsh on him this morning... but what i dont get about today is.. the last hting i said to him before he broke up with me was "i dont want to lose you" we didnt meet after 1st, nor 2nd, cu he has rotc for 3rd... but after third is when he told me... so yeah.. "i dont want to lose oyu, im breaking up with you" he told me to be happy today... i dont see how i can be happy when thats what he took away from me. for another girl who regected him.. at least thats what she told me. i could be wrong cuz thats how people are... *i miss him*