Aug 05, 2002 01:52
Went on a blind date saturday night. Had a good dinner then went to karaoke. Had a good time, But i think i just made myself a new friend, The only thing is this guy told me he thought the world of me. Said i was the sweetest person he had ever meet. But i was honest with him he is a nice guy. But just not my type far as being a boyfriend. I felt so bad though, cause it seemed to hurt his feelings. But i really didnt mean to hurt his feelings. I just didnt' wont him to think there could be more than i felt there could be. I think honesty is the best policy. Which right now, I think i am leaning towards the special friend thangy, Some one to go out with, have fun with and he meet my needs i meet his. But is there many guys who would go for that i wonder?? Are would that make me a bad person?? I just dont' wanna be hurt anymore and wouldnt' wanna hurt anyone else either.
But not so sure i can do the specail friend thangy. But that is what i am leaning towards at the moment. Are should i say the best thing for now. Think i am starting to ramble a bit now. I should be in bed. So niteynite anyone who is still up.
Hope everyone has a great day tomorrow. Are for that matter a great nite to ya.
TCGB,
Mia