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I'm tired. I know I chose this, I know I chose playing and classes and this school. And my choices came with results, I don't get to see my family, I don't get a lot of time to myself, let alone time do complete my homework and study. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. I know it is, I know it will be in the long run, but I want to be able to hang on. I want to be able to do this, I want to handle this well. I don't know how. Every time classes start, I start my whining and I need to stop. And it takes next to nothing to send me into a grouchy mood. I need to rethink all of this.
I'm sorry to all of those who choose to read this. It seems like the only time I post is the time I'm whining and complaining. I know that I need to grow up and I apologize that you have to listen to it.