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I hate it when people act like they care about you, but they really don't.
I have being trying not to think about it so much, but it hurts so fucking bad that I just can't keep my mind off of it. Sitting in my dark room crying is all that I can fathom doing today..and that's all that I have done.
People always seem to jump to conclusions about me. It makes me feel like shit too. Don't they know that I have feelings and it hurts me when they just assume that I am a terrible person and they don't see for themselves that I am not half as bad as they thought.
Wow. I realy can't stop crying and I think I am going to puke and the 2 people that I tried to turn to for help are either busy, or hating me just like everyone else does.
what the fuck is the point? I guess I will never understand what i did to make everyone hate me and go out of their way to make up shit about me to get everyone else to hate me too *sigh*
*VOMIT*