Dec 14, 2005 16:02
there is a light at the end of the tunnel and i can see it clearly now. i sit here and think about what this week will bring as i take another drag on my cigarette, yea, i started smoking again...the caffeine and nicotene and the occasional beer helps fight back the stress that has been running wickedly thru not only my head but my body as well. i just wish it were a menthol instead, lol. at least i have a fragile truce with the wicked witch of the west, now its just a matter of dealing with her little monkey. gods, what drives a man to hate? and to take that hate and drive it thru another person that makes them hate? and to take that hate and spread it throughout a house? and to ignore the teachings of christianity and do this evil? at least we have each other and a family who loves us enough to take us in and give us sanctuary. and the rest of the family who loves us enough to give what they can to us so that we can escape the madness. i do intend to set the record straight with these two poor excuses of humans before i leave, tho i am not sure exactly what i will say. i just hope karma and the gods and goddesses give them what they truly deserve... for now i have a million things to do and not enough time to do it so i shall close for now...blessed be