i dont care anymore
this is how i have to look at this situation with these two jerks now, to not give them permission to hurt me and to not hurt mike anymore! two weeks and counting all depending what the doctor says tomorrow about mike tho i do beleive that most of it is because of the negative energy that she is sending him. everytime that she talks to him she sends out these bad vibes and he gets sick. now i know that he is worried and scared about tomorrow but he also dreads talking to them both esp since they want me out of here on sunday, which ain't happening, so here comes another bad fight, one that the police may have to get involved in. this terrifies me too. but i cannot sit back and feel sorry for myself and give in, absolutely not. how can she be so selfish as to confront him about me right after he told her about his appt tomorrow? gods, does she have no conscience anymore? neither one of them do. i did a spell of sorts and that seems to have had some effect so i upped it a bit, it should be interesting to see what it does tonight. hey, my back is against the wall and when that happens i come out screaming, biting, scratching and fighting and all i can say to my defense it that they are the ones who backed me there and i am just defending myself and it is about time i do so. goddess protect us please. just a little bit longer and then we can recharge in our new home and with our true family.