we're breathing only to fade away..
yesterday was fun, but idk. PARENTS ARE FUCKING RETARDEDSDHFkjsdhklSK GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. yeah, so anyways.. after school my mother picked me, sara and dylan up and we headed to my houseee. we hung out for a couple hours..talked, watched haggard, other stuff? dylan stole one of my HIM shirts, but its alrite.. haha.. umm, yeah so i straighened sara's hair and we headed off.. my mom kept making fun of dylan in the car, haha.. "I'm surprised he fits in the car his heads so big" (as in he's conceited ;-) ). hahaha. yeahhhh. we got to the movies and wanted to find sean so we walked over to mc. donalds and found danielle, kayla, nd robb.. robb asked me to go for a walk with him, but i didn't. then we walked around more?. i went into the food thingy with danielle nd kayla and dylan and sara went to mc. donalds? at least thats what i was told, but i went over there and they were gone.. then we walked more and found sara and dylan, and they were with dan and bobbyyyy. :). danielle and kayla went into subway and i went over to the gannggg. then, we walked around more? went into taco bell and talked to this weird old man :). haha. i ate my tacos, which i made bobby eat some of and he didn't like them.. muahaha. dan was upset the whole night i think :(. stupid fuckignaekjghklajsdhgadg. ahjsdfhaklsdghkajdgh. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. then me and dan were walking around by ourselves for a while and ran into bobby's parents. what a fucking nightmare that was. i don't want to fucking get into it but i wanted to punch someone in the face. i never want to have to see dan like that again, EVERRR.i STILL feel like shit when i think about it.. i care about that kid more than life itself and i don't like to see him hurt.. i swear to god i would've killed them if they hurt that boy more. he fucking deserves so much more than the way he gets treated.. lsdkfhgdjghkjg. ok i can't think about that anymore.. so then adam came and we all piled in the car.. me and dan got the middle and bobby and dylan were on the outsidesss. bobby fell asleep on dan, it was cute :). haha. ummm.. yeah. so i felt like shit the rest of the night cuz of the incidents.. then at random times today when i thought about it. :-\. i don't know why it bothers me so much, but i just wish i could actually help in some way. right. so im supposed to stop with that. umm... woke up this morning and started working and shittt. i think the paint fumes got to me and sara ;-). "common sara lets go paint some more sniff fumes!".. (i was just joking, to inform everyone) hahaha, yeah brain damageee. when we finished working i came here and talked to people. talked to dylan<3 that kid is fucking amazing.. sara, who is out buying me a pumkin right now ;-), well maybe.. zack, who is a weirdo, but i love him ;-). and just because i listed him last before, doesnt mean i think of him last ;-). haha... nick tella, who i havent talked to in agesssssss. umm. bobby and dan :). josssh. and yeah, other people? hahaha.
Dylannnn. hahaha. he looks like a fruitcake.. hes wearing my beautiful shirt and i did his hair ;-). he kinda thought the picture was already taken ;-). but thats allrriteeee.
dylan (2:12:22 PM): cuz he is making me work right now and i don't want to at all so i have to go and i will ttyl bye i love you so much that i would die for you
me (2:12:51 PM): i love you so much too.. and i wouldnt let you die for me because i wouldnt be able to live without you.
dylan (2:13:24 PM): thank you but i wouldn't be able to live with out u either i would kill myself befroe i went insane
me (2:13:54 PM): i love you dylan.
dylan (2:14:02 PM): i love you 2
dylan (2:16:04 PM): i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yesssss.. amazinggg. <3
sara. she is a loser. yepppp.