Apology....

Mar 15, 2004 15:27

Listen I don't want any angry comments to this because this is entirely my fault and my decision. Most usually know me for being a cheerful, good-tempered person: last night.. I'm not sure what they thought. Earlier that day I had had a fight with my dearest friend. In 1st grade I gave her my prize possession, a purple bunny. She gave me hers, a toy fish. We were kids and we were friends. Through the years we've had our fights, but she was there for me when my uncle and grandparents died. I was there when her brother died. We've been there through all the bullies, pain, growing up, changes, teachers, and no matter what we've pulled through. Then yesterday, we went to the mall, and I accidently spilt a little dash of ice cream on her favorite sweater (cost: $100) and I offered to pay it back to her, but she stormed off. I bought her a new one just like it and took it to her house. I walked through the kitchen to her room, and say my bunny ripped into pieces. I dropped the sweater and stormed off crying. Today, she gave me back everything I'd ever given her and she demanded I give her fish back. I don't know why she got so mad about a sweater.

Last night, I got mad at Gabby. I didn't understand that I had taken in something wrong, and instead of saying that I was wrong, I went against my pride and blamed Gabby for my problems. I blamed everyone. I took it out on Nikki, Amanda, Jan, Ted, Millie, Meg, Jen, Lauren, Nuria, Ayperi, everyone in the guild... but exspecially Gabby. I, I alone caused the deletion of the guild. And for that, I can never make it up to any of you. Listen, please don't send me any more anger neomails. The WOE guild was everyone's time and work and my anger ruined it. I really don't feel like talking to anyone for the moment ok?

The Anger Bitch
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