je suis desolee.

[mysticalartist]

i.
am too much.
to handle.
the contents
are needed though.
if i need you.
to need me.
me.
a string.
wrapping.
constricting.
strangling.
choking.
every.
little.
second.
i have.
to lose.
not to lose.
but i lose.
anyway.
congratulations!!
but you go away empty handed.
along with being fabulously
heavy hearted and blue.
blew you away.
at first.
have to stay away.
present.
a present for you.
presents.
presence.
my presence.
is too much.
to handle.
like i.
am.
as well.

what a bunch of bullshit i am.