Birthday Weekend!
Well all you have to know is that I'm crying by the end of it.
Friday was okay but the meal with my friend was awkward and not just because I don't like eating around others but because I know we have a past. And then he has the cheek to say we're going out when he didn't even ask me OR confess! Well, I'm sorry but I don't work that way.
Then Saturday, I gets the bus to go to the big town (Manchester) near by and me and my friends had already chosen a time to meet up and get the bus. So I'm on it and they're ringing me and texting me "are you on the bus?" well of course I'm on the bus, we arranged the times three days ago! But they persist I'm in the wrong and that I "never answer" my phone; well yeah, you've known my 10years and I seem to have bad luck of never being there or hearing it or noticing when my phones going off! Or I choose not to pick it up for obvious reasons - already stated!
So we get to the town and we go to a store we all wanna go to so we were okay and then we went to a place me and friend wanted to go and as we spent more time in there my other friend totally wasn't impressed with the place, so automatically, I felt bad that she was in a place she didn't want to be in and (due to an unfortunate car accident) her back was starting to hurt from being stood up and climbing up stairs for so long (all of 1 and a half hours?) but when I suggested to her that she could go and sit down and get her coffee (because only she wanted it) she didn't! So she was stupid to not do that and carried on complaining!
Then they started saying "o we must get you something for you birthday! what do you want? we'll buy it for you!" which also annoyed me because I didn't want them to buy me anything! I'm spoilt enough as it is! I didn't want anything! So I ended up saying "well I can't cope because I can't choose so I am leaving it." and I walked out and happily waited for them. Which in the end they bought me presents - WHY!!!
Then we finally went to China town and by the second shop they were like "we'll meet you outside" which signals that they didn't want to be there, so I quickly picked up some stuff (didn't wanna waste THEIR time) and left and then they were like "are you sure you're done?" as if they were threatening me and like "well we don't wanna be here so we're telling you we're going" so (being the nice person I am!) I just said "yes"
Then I let them go to three shops they wanted to go to, and then we went home, resulting in a day (that was meant to be for ME) for THEM, because I'm too nice and was just like "you lead the way" if it was up to me I'd be like "we'll we're going back here and I wanna go HMV and American Appareal and Urban Outfitters" but I'm too nice to put my foot down!
So on the bus home I was stuck in a corner while them two chatted all the way home, leaving ME out, yes I was reading my book and had one earphone in but that doesn't mean I don't wanna be left out, they're loud enough to go "Alex what do you think?"
THEN I get home and moms put banners up and party poppers and got my a plain white cake with pink icing, WTF! That must have cost a fortune and all I wanted was a fridging Disney Pixar CARS cake that would've been like half the price!!
The only good thing on saturday was that my friend Sofi-chan and her boyfriend Calvin came for a few hours so that was fun! =D
SUNDAY, got my presents off my mom - I did like these! and then went to my dads who got me a very expensive bracelet/watch (like the Pandora bracelets) which was a waste because I'll never wear it because it's too expensive and it turns out my mom never bothered to pass on my birthday list so I didn't get the TWO dvds I really wanted! Which would've cost him about 20 Great British Pounds in totally rather than spending like 50 pounds on this thing that is too delicate for me to wear!
Then came sunday night! I went into town. I invited ALL of work; not ONE of them showed up! Proves just how much THEY all like me doesn't it! And I also learnt that town just isn't my thing, "do you want a drink? where do you want to go?" my friends (from saturday) were going and I'm like "I don't drink so NO and I don't even know town so how the hell am I suppose to know where to go?!" grrr
Then I gets in the taxi home and they didn't even bother to ask how I was! I was fucking bricking it in the taxi on my own! I had to text Sophie - who had stayed up ALL night to see how I was and if I was safe in the taxi and wouldn't go to bed until she knew I was also safe in bed! - to keep to calm and to be my SOS if something did happen!
Also, it turns out that town isn't my scene. But when I got home I simply put on FB "is severly annoyed that no one from work took the effort to tell me they weren't going into to town/what time they were going in OR said Happy Birthday. I am actually hurt." because I really was hurt, so then someone from work is now saying "And it was a Sunday, nobody said they were going and then didnt if you look at the list you put up!" so that's just like "thanks for comfirming to the world that everyone at work doesn't care about me!"
And then my friend who had the sore back has suddenly sent me a message today saying "Well to be honest alex me & rachel are annoyed at you for saying we had annoyed you and ruined your birthday weekend when we were the only ones that made an effort to show up and did everything to try and keep you happy, then you told us you werent going in town, we then changed all our plans to try and keep you happy as it was your birthday night out and we didnt even get a thank you for that, how can you expect so much of everyone else when you dont give anything back?" so now I am serverely pissed off because I had explained to them EVERYTHING as to why I was annoyed with them and ontop of that I never said they had ruined my birthday weekend! It just proves that they don't know me. Some 10year friendships I've wasted!
So hence why I have ended up crying by the end of it.
I'm off for a shower.