Takumi-Kun Series FanFiction: Unclear Chapter 6
Second Chapter of Tonight =D
Title: Unclear
Series: Takumi-kun Series
Pairing: Various: Canon and xOC
Rating: T
Words: 3042
Synopsis: Chapter 6, a month until they graduate and all is crumbling!
Ownage: I WISH I owned the characters and it’s actors xD But sadly no so credit to those amazing minds that have them ><
Other: Enjoy!
6. February
Spring could slowly be seen foaming on the trees. The weather had become mild, allowing the students to be able to hang outside again once more. There were only 6 weeks left until their graduation. It was obvious exams were kicking in.
Some of the boys led down on the grass with their lunches on one side and their text books on the other. Nao walked out of the main doors. Akaike was the first to look up and notice,
“Hey Nao!” he waved. She smiled and skipped her way over to them.
“I brought everyone some extra drinks just in case you need more energy for your studying,” she placed the drinks on the grass in the centre of their study circle.
“Sankyuu Nao,” said Takumi as he grabbed one. Gii’s eyes lifted up from his book and looked at Nao with an evil glare. She didn’t miss it and looked back at him with a smile,
“Is everything okay Gii san?” she asked innocently. Takumi looked at Gii,
“Gii is everything okay? You don’t look so happy…”
Gii’s face quickly changed,
“I’m okay Takumi,” he smiled at Takumi. Nao smirked knowing he was trying his hardest to act normal around everyone ever since that night, and it amused her to know he couldn’t hide his hate for her when she was around.
“Misu’s on his way” said Akaike, who was looking at the pillars up by the school’s main doors. Everyone looked but they didn’t see him,
“I don’t see him,” said Takabayashi squinting his eyes.
“O must have been my imagination, gomen,” Akaike went back to his work.
“Are you still stuck on that equation?” asked Nao, looking over at Akaike’s book.
“Ah yes… I still don’t understand it,” he looked up at Nao with a worried face.
“It’s okay. Look,” she picked up his pencil and began to make notes on his text book, “and then once you’ve carried that over you…”
While that was going on Takabayashi had noticed Shingyouji next to him staring blankly at the drinks Nao had brought over,
“Are you okay Shingyouji kun?” he whispered to Shin. Shin’s snapped back to reality and looked at Tajabayashi.
“O yes I’m fine. I just need more sleep that’s all,” he forced a smile.
“O okay, don’t push yourself too hard ne?”
“I won’t,” said Shin as Takabayashi went back to his work.
The truth was Shin couldn’t concentrate not because of the work but because of how Misu was being around him. Ever since that night in the library, Misu had been distant, hardly made physical contact with him and was actually moody when he talked. This worried Shin, excessively, to the point that he wasn’t sleeping and it was keeping him up at night. He needed to sort it out, soon. He nodded his head as he mentally made a plan to find out what was wrong with Misu tonight, and when back to his studying.
*
The truth is Akaike had seen Misu on his way towards them but just as he was about to make his way down the steps to the grass, someone had grabbed and pulled him back from behind. The person threw them against the pillar so no one could see what was happening.
“What are you doing Yoshizawa?” asked Misu with his very not so impressed tone of voice.
“I know what you did,” Yoshizawa spoke quickly.
“What? I don’t-”
“How could you do that to Shingyouji?” he speech was quickening.
“He loves you and you’re suppose to love him, so why did you do it?”
“Do what?”
“Takabayashi saw you and Nao kissing.”
There was silence. Misu didn’t reply. He just stood there starring Yoshizawa coldly in the eyes.
“Tell me Misu. Why did you do it?!” Yoshizawa had a firm grip on Misu’s shoulders. Misu sighed.
“That’s what you’re talking about…”
“Yes that’s what I’m talking about. How could you Misu?”
“I had to.” Yoshizawa ignored him.
“How could you do that to Shingyouji?”
“I had no other choice.”
“He’s going to be heartbroken when he finds out-”
“I did it to protect Shingyouji!” this time Yoshizawa heard him and paused.
“To protect him? How do you work that one out?”
Misu huffed.
“What do you know about Nao?”
Yoshizawa was taken aback, “obvious less than you do seen as you were the one kissing her, now I won’t ask you again-”
“Exactly Yoshizawa kun, she’s not who you think she is.”
“What’s that suppose to mean?”
“She blackmailed me into kissing her.”
“…that’s not nice Misu. How dare you use her as your excuse as to why you kissed her-”
“I’m serious Yoshizawa!”
Yoshizawa kept quiet.
“I didn’t want to kiss her Yoshizawa… I had to… to stop her from hurting Shingyouji.”
“…what?”
*
“Hey Nao, after class can meet up and help me go through those questions again?” asked Akaike as they walked to their next class.
“Yes that’s fine. I’ll meet you at the library after class ne?”
“Okay, so I shall see you after class.”
“Hai! Bai bai!” she waved and skipped away.
*
“So she’s blackmailing you? And what about Gii?” asked Takabayashi as Misu and Yoshizawa sat down on the bed opposite him in his room.
“I don’t know but she is defianetly planning something. So she hasn’t attacked you two at all?”
Takabayshi and Yoshizawa looked at each other and at the same time replied “no.”
“It’s odd,” Misu scratched his forehead, “what is she after?”
“Well she only came here because Takumi’s here, so maybe it’s something to do with him?” suggest Takabayashi.
“But why would she get involved with Misu and Shingyouji?” asked Yoshizawa.
“I don’t know… But I want to find out” Misu sounded motivated.
*
“Did I keep you waiting long?” asked Akaike as he peered into the library. No one was really there except a few people and Nao, who was sat reading quietly at the nearest table, surrounded by bookshelves.
“No not at all,” she moved her bag from the seat that was being saved for Akaike.
“Sankyuu” he sat down next to her and placed his books in front of them both.
“Right let us get started. From the beginning?”
“Sounds good”
After a few questions Akaike was confident in what he had to do and began to do the rest on his own. Nao watched happily as thoughts trickled into her mind.
“Shouzo?”
“Un,” he replied while not looking away from his work.
“Why don’t you have someone?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like… a partner, someone you love? You’re the odd one out in your group.”
“Not anymore, you’re here and single too” he looked at her, smiled and went back to his work. This caused her to giggle slightly.
“I know but, have you not met anyone while being here to… be with?”
Akaike giggled.
“What did I say wrong?”
“Nao, it may surprise you but it’s a bit difficult to get someone up here in the mountains.”
“No it isn’t, there’s loads of decent guys here you can be with.”
Akaike giggled once more and stopped doing his work,
“Did it ever occur to you that my orientation didn’t lean towards the male gender?”
Nao sat back and paused for a moment before looking at him befuzzled…
“Oh… so, so you’re not”
“No”
“Oh… well that must be difficult for you. I mean all your friends are together.”
“But that’s how they are and I’m not interested in who’s with who. I’m with them for their personality and we get along.”
“Are you sure you’re not gay? You sound it kinda”
They both laughed.
“So… how do you met girls then?”
“Well when I go home, I obviously spot them around town but…”
“But? …”
“I’m too shy.”
“You talk fine with me, not that I’m saying you’re attracted to me or anything, it’s just that you seem to be able to approach me and talk and everything. Why would other girls be different?”
“Other girls don’t already know my friends, nor am I with my friends when the girls are there”
“…a very valid answer. Let me check those answers you have.”
Nao took the book from him, grabbed a space pencil and began to look over the calculations.
“So have you had your first kiss?” she asked as she marked away. Akaike hadn’t expected such a question.
“Oh erm… no” he bowed his head in embarrassment.
“Awww that’s so cute. I bet a lot of girls would find that attractive.”
“Really?”
“Yes, they would!”
“Do you find it attractive?”
“Well I find it cute” she smiled at him. He smiled back.
“Hey, next time we’re off, I’ll come with you to your hometown and I’ll help you out, sound good?”
“Are you sure?”
“Of course it’ll be fun! Hai, all marked. All perfect. Let’s try the next section.”
*
The clock was passing 10pm and Akaike had just finished the last question and smiled at his own achievement while looking at his final answer.
“I’ve done it,”
He took a quick glanced at Nao before doing double take. There she was sound asleep with her arms curled around her head on the table. This warmed his heart and made him smile. He moved his fingers and lightly brushed back her fringe from her eyes. She shifted and opened her eyes and looked up drearily at Akaike.
“Shouzo?”
“Oh um, I’m done”
She lifted her head up and rubbed her eyes.
“I am so sorry I feel asleep,”
“No problem.”
“Let me check that for you and then we can head off.”
“Douzo”
*
“Thank you for helping me tonight Nao,” thanked Akaike as they walked to his door.
“No problem. I’m here to help,” she smiled. They stopped just outside his door.
“Oyasumi Nao”
“Oyasuminasai Shouzo”
They smiled at each other and Akaike opened his door and went in. Nao turned on her heel and set to go back to her door.
As she reached the door, she passed Takabayashi’s door, she heard voices.
“Misu what should we do?”
“I don’t know but we have to act fast.”
Nao smiled. So Takumi was all alone in his room? She quickly turned back to the stairs and skipped up them.
When she’d reached his room, she knocked on it.
“Who is it?” the voice said from inside.
“It’s Nao.”
Within seconds the door opened and Takumi let her in.
“What are you doing up so late here?”
“I came to talk to you, am I not allowed?” she pouted as she walked in and sat down on Takumi’s bed. Takumi closed the door behind her.
“What did you want to discuss?”
“I came to ask a private question. I didn’t know who else to turn to.”
“What is it? Is everything alright?” he sat down next to her, concerned.
“How do you know if…” she turned her body away from him slightly, “if, you’re definitely gay?”
“What’s made you ask this?”
“O it’s nothing.”
“No talk to me Nao,” he grabbed her arms and turned her to face him, “what’s made you say this?”
“Well… I think… I think…”
He took a finger and used it to lift up her chin so she would look into his eyes,
“Go on…” he said softly.
She lowered her head, “I’m… I’m pretty sure I’m.. one way but how does one know for certain?”
“One way?”
“I think… I think I’m gay… I’m attracted to girls but how can I be certain I am..gay. How did you know?”
Takumi was taken a bit aback from this sudden serious talk,
“Well, when I’m with Gii… everything feels right.”
“Are you attracted to any other guys?”
Takumi sat and thought,
“…no…”
“Then how can you be sure? Aren’t we in the same boat?”
“Well… well….”
“Takumi”
He looked up at her, it had been a while since she’d last called him his full name. This worried him greatly.
“What is it?”
“Well… we both think that we’re both… gay, right?”
“Yes…”
“Would it be alright to check if we really are gay… together?”
Takumi was puzzled and sat there for a moment.
Then it hit him.
“We… we should… kiss?”
“O I know it sounds crazy. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked,” Nao stood up from the bed and began to walk away. Takumi grabbed her hand.
“…It… it’s not crazy,” was all he could say.
“What?” they both spoke quietly now.
“You have a point. How can one be certain if one doesn’t try both sides first…”
“So… we-we should…”
Takumi looked at her and she looked back, “I-I guess.”
He brought her back over to the bed and she sat down.
“No one has to know… right?” she asked shyly.
“No… like you said.. it’s to confirm we are in fact... gay.”
Takumi swallowed hard and Nao averted her eyes. Takumi took a deep breath and once again took a finger to move her chin to face him.
“What… what if… we like it?” she asked sacredly.
“I don’t know…” he barely whispered. He moved his finger down to her hands and squeezed them tightly with his hands, “but no matter what happens, we’ll always be best friends”
“Ta kun,” she smiled and slowly she took a deep breath, “okay…”
Takumi began to lean in as did she. Inches away they closed their eyes. Finally their lips touched and (as if they both had the mental thought of doing it properly to make sure) then touched lips again and more deeply.
Slowly they pulled back and shyly looked away from each other.
“So?” Nao asked staring at the door.
“…”
“Well if it makes you feel better… I definitely like girls not boys.”
Takumi signed with relief, “Me too. Liking boys I mean.”
They smiled at each other before Nao got up, “I am so glad I am no longer so confused. I was so worried, I mean the thought was playing with my mind for weeks because I was stuck here and now. Thank you Takumi. I don’t know why I was worried to begin with. Oyasuminasai.”
“Oyasuminasai Nao” he let her back out and waved her good night as she walked away.
Nao quickly made it to her room and locked the door. As soon as she had, she beamed with happiness and touched her lips,
“I don’t care if you’re gay Ta kun, that was FAR too easy to trick you.”
*
The exams were upon the students along with Nao’s plan running extremely well. She hadd already gotten Shingyouji and Misu’s relationship messed up, she had messed up Gii, gotten her kiss from Takumi and was no ready to finally get to Yoshizawa and Takabayashi, but not just yet.
*
February was quickly ceasing. Gii was in his room, starring at the ceiling as he led on his bed. He wore a face of sorrow; He had no idea neither what Nao was planning nor what she would do to Takumi, he was sure she wouldn’t keep her promise from staying away from him. He had to do something, but what? Nao was Takumi’s long term friend, he couldn’t ruin his opinion of her and risk ruining their own relationship.
Gii led there bewildered. He thought long and hard. He thought through all the stuff he’d been through this year; the leader ship and now the exams, the horrible incident with Nao, Takumi and Nao naturally being close friend- that was it! His eyes lit up and he ran immediately to Takumi’s room.
Takumi was sat at his desk, happily getting in some studying, but something kept stopping him from thinking. He thought about it harder and harder, thinking about what he had done behind Gii’s back. No, not what he had done, but what had happened. He had never doubt his sexuality before, not even really thought of it before Nao had mentioned it that night. True he had never really been with a girl and yes he was having an intimate relationship with Gii but what if Gii was just a one off? He ruffled his hair in frustration.
Click.
The door opened, Takumi stopped what he was doing and looked at the door.
“Takumi?” a voice came into the room with a face.
“Gii…” Takumi stood up from his seat, “is everything alright?”
“Takumi,” Gii rushed up to him and hugged him tightly.
“…Gii?”
“Just… just let me hold you.”
“Gii doushita no?”
“Takumi…”
Gii wanted to make everything right, he wanted to tell Takumi what had happened, why it happened, but he couldn’t. It would break Takumi.
Takumi wanted to tell Gii but that would just make Gii think something was going on and that he doubted his love for Gii. He couldn’t do that.
The hug ceased and they starred at each other. Takumi quickly lost all doubt. He didn’t care if Gii was the only guy Takumi had ever seriously like. Takumi loved Gii and nothing was going to change that. He threw his worries out of his mind straight away.
“Gii?” Takumi looked up with his puppy dog eyes.
“Shh,” Gii quietened him before leaning in, giving Takumi a longer, harder kiss.
His kisses didn’t stop. Each time they got longer and deeper and harder, Takumi didn’t refuse and gave his all back.
“Takumi…” Gii whispered.
Gii began to unbutton his lover’s shirt and quickly threw it on the floor. Takumi followed, taking his time so he could enjoy slowly tracing a finger down his lover’s stomach as he did so. Soon, with both shirts on the floor next to each other, Gii moved to Takumi’s neck, then to his nipples and down stomach.
“Gii…” Takumi moaned with pleasure.
*
The two lovers led there in the bed with their arms wrapped around one another, breathing slowly and relaxingly.
“Ne Takumi…”
“Un?”
“How well do you know Nao?”
Takumi sat up slightly and looked at Gii, “why do you ask?”
“I am just wondering.”
“Hmm… well she’s slightly different, a bit more mature than me, but besides that… she’s normal she’s… Nao, I guess.”
Gii sat up slightly, “Takumi”
“Un?”
“There’s something I need to tell you about Nao…”
終わる！
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Title: Unclear
Series: Takumi-kun Series
Pairing: Various: Canon and xOC
Rating: T
Words: 3042
Synopsis: Chapter 6, a month until they graduate and all is crumbling!
Ownage: I WISH I owned the characters and it’s actors xD But sadly no so credit to those amazing minds that have them ><
Other: Enjoy!
6. February
Spring could slowly be seen foaming on the trees. The weather had become mild, allowing the students to be able to hang outside again once more. There were only 6 weeks left until their graduation. It was obvious exams were kicking in.
Some of the boys led down on the grass with their lunches on one side and their text books on the other. Nao walked out of the main doors. Akaike was the first to look up and notice,
“Hey Nao!” he waved. She smiled and skipped her way over to them.
“I brought everyone some extra drinks just in case you need more energy for your studying,” she placed the drinks on the grass in the centre of their study circle.
“Sankyuu Nao,” said Takumi as he grabbed one. Gii’s eyes lifted up from his book and looked at Nao with an evil glare. She didn’t miss it and looked back at him with a smile,
“Is everything okay Gii san?” she asked innocently. Takumi looked at Gii,
“Gii is everything okay? You don’t look so happy…”
Gii’s face quickly changed,
“I’m okay Takumi,” he smiled at Takumi. Nao smirked knowing he was trying his hardest to act normal around everyone ever since that night, and it amused her to know he couldn’t hide his hate for her when she was around.
“Misu’s on his way” said Akaike, who was looking at the pillars up by the school’s main doors. Everyone looked but they didn’t see him,
“I don’t see him,” said Takabayashi squinting his eyes.
“O must have been my imagination, gomen,” Akaike went back to his work.
“Are you still stuck on that equation?” asked Nao, looking over at Akaike’s book.
“Ah yes… I still don’t understand it,” he looked up at Nao with a worried face.
“It’s okay. Look,” she picked up his pencil and began to make notes on his text book, “and then once you’ve carried that over you…”
While that was going on Takabayashi had noticed Shingyouji next to him staring blankly at the drinks Nao had brought over,
“Are you okay Shingyouji kun?” he whispered to Shin. Shin’s snapped back to reality and looked at Tajabayashi.
“O yes I’m fine. I just need more sleep that’s all,” he forced a smile.
“O okay, don’t push yourself too hard ne?”
“I won’t,” said Shin as Takabayashi went back to his work.
The truth was Shin couldn’t concentrate not because of the work but because of how Misu was being around him. Ever since that night in the library, Misu had been distant, hardly made physical contact with him and was actually moody when he talked. This worried Shin, excessively, to the point that he wasn’t sleeping and it was keeping him up at night. He needed to sort it out, soon. He nodded his head as he mentally made a plan to find out what was wrong with Misu tonight, and when back to his studying.
*
The truth is Akaike had seen Misu on his way towards them but just as he was about to make his way down the steps to the grass, someone had grabbed and pulled him back from behind. The person threw them against the pillar so no one could see what was happening.
“What are you doing Yoshizawa?” asked Misu with his very not so impressed tone of voice.
“I know what you did,” Yoshizawa spoke quickly.
“What? I don’t-”
“How could you do that to Shingyouji?” he speech was quickening.
“He loves you and you’re suppose to love him, so why did you do it?”
“Do what?”
“Takabayashi saw you and Nao kissing.”
There was silence. Misu didn’t reply. He just stood there starring Yoshizawa coldly in the eyes.
“Tell me Misu. Why did you do it?!” Yoshizawa had a firm grip on Misu’s shoulders. Misu sighed.
“That’s what you’re talking about…”
“Yes that’s what I’m talking about. How could you Misu?”
“I had to.” Yoshizawa ignored him.
“How could you do that to Shingyouji?”
“I had no other choice.”
“He’s going to be heartbroken when he finds out-”
“I did it to protect Shingyouji!” this time Yoshizawa heard him and paused.
“To protect him? How do you work that one out?”
Misu huffed.
“What do you know about Nao?”
Yoshizawa was taken aback, “obvious less than you do seen as you were the one kissing her, now I won’t ask you again-”
“Exactly Yoshizawa kun, she’s not who you think she is.”
“What’s that suppose to mean?”
“She blackmailed me into kissing her.”
“…that’s not nice Misu. How dare you use her as your excuse as to why you kissed her-”
“I’m serious Yoshizawa!”
Yoshizawa kept quiet.
“I didn’t want to kiss her Yoshizawa… I had to… to stop her from hurting Shingyouji.”
“…what?”
*
“Hey Nao, after class can meet up and help me go through those questions again?” asked Akaike as they walked to their next class.
“Yes that’s fine. I’ll meet you at the library after class ne?”
“Okay, so I shall see you after class.”
“Hai! Bai bai!” she waved and skipped away.
*
“So she’s blackmailing you? And what about Gii?” asked Takabayashi as Misu and Yoshizawa sat down on the bed opposite him in his room.
“I don’t know but she is defianetly planning something. So she hasn’t attacked you two at all?”
Takabayshi and Yoshizawa looked at each other and at the same time replied “no.”
“It’s odd,” Misu scratched his forehead, “what is she after?”
“Well she only came here because Takumi’s here, so maybe it’s something to do with him?” suggest Takabayashi.
“But why would she get involved with Misu and Shingyouji?” asked Yoshizawa.
“I don’t know… But I want to find out” Misu sounded motivated.
*
“Did I keep you waiting long?” asked Akaike as he peered into the library. No one was really there except a few people and Nao, who was sat reading quietly at the nearest table, surrounded by bookshelves.
“No not at all,” she moved her bag from the seat that was being saved for Akaike.
“Sankyuu” he sat down next to her and placed his books in front of them both.
“Right let us get started. From the beginning?”
“Sounds good”
After a few questions Akaike was confident in what he had to do and began to do the rest on his own. Nao watched happily as thoughts trickled into her mind.
“Shouzo?”
“Un,” he replied while not looking away from his work.
“Why don’t you have someone?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like… a partner, someone you love? You’re the odd one out in your group.”
“Not anymore, you’re here and single too” he looked at her, smiled and went back to his work. This caused her to giggle slightly.
“I know but, have you not met anyone while being here to… be with?”
Akaike giggled.
“What did I say wrong?”
“Nao, it may surprise you but it’s a bit difficult to get someone up here in the mountains.”
“No it isn’t, there’s loads of decent guys here you can be with.”
Akaike giggled once more and stopped doing his work,
“Did it ever occur to you that my orientation didn’t lean towards the male gender?”
Nao sat back and paused for a moment before looking at him befuzzled…
“Oh… so, so you’re not”
“No”
“Oh… well that must be difficult for you. I mean all your friends are together.”
“But that’s how they are and I’m not interested in who’s with who. I’m with them for their personality and we get along.”
“Are you sure you’re not gay? You sound it kinda”
They both laughed.
“So… how do you met girls then?”
“Well when I go home, I obviously spot them around town but…”
“But? …”
“I’m too shy.”
“You talk fine with me, not that I’m saying you’re attracted to me or anything, it’s just that you seem to be able to approach me and talk and everything. Why would other girls be different?”
“Other girls don’t already know my friends, nor am I with my friends when the girls are there”
“…a very valid answer. Let me check those answers you have.”
Nao took the book from him, grabbed a space pencil and began to look over the calculations.
“So have you had your first kiss?” she asked as she marked away. Akaike hadn’t expected such a question.
“Oh erm… no” he bowed his head in embarrassment.
“Awww that’s so cute. I bet a lot of girls would find that attractive.”
“Really?”
“Yes, they would!”
“Do you find it attractive?”
“Well I find it cute” she smiled at him. He smiled back.
“Hey, next time we’re off, I’ll come with you to your hometown and I’ll help you out, sound good?”
“Are you sure?”
“Of course it’ll be fun! Hai, all marked. All perfect. Let’s try the next section.”
*
The clock was passing 10pm and Akaike had just finished the last question and smiled at his own achievement while looking at his final answer.
“I’ve done it,”
He took a quick glanced at Nao before doing double take. There she was sound asleep with her arms curled around her head on the table. This warmed his heart and made him smile. He moved his fingers and lightly brushed back her fringe from her eyes. She shifted and opened her eyes and looked up drearily at Akaike.
“Shouzo?”
“Oh um, I’m done”
She lifted her head up and rubbed her eyes.
“I am so sorry I feel asleep,”
“No problem.”
“Let me check that for you and then we can head off.”
“Douzo”
*
“Thank you for helping me tonight Nao,” thanked Akaike as they walked to his door.
“No problem. I’m here to help,” she smiled. They stopped just outside his door.
“Oyasumi Nao”
“Oyasuminasai Shouzo”
They smiled at each other and Akaike opened his door and went in. Nao turned on her heel and set to go back to her door.
As she reached the door, she passed Takabayashi’s door, she heard voices.
“Misu what should we do?”
“I don’t know but we have to act fast.”
Nao smiled. So Takumi was all alone in his room? She quickly turned back to the stairs and skipped up them.
When she’d reached his room, she knocked on it.
“Who is it?” the voice said from inside.
“It’s Nao.”
Within seconds the door opened and Takumi let her in.
“What are you doing up so late here?”
“I came to talk to you, am I not allowed?” she pouted as she walked in and sat down on Takumi’s bed. Takumi closed the door behind her.
“What did you want to discuss?”
“I came to ask a private question. I didn’t know who else to turn to.”
“What is it? Is everything alright?” he sat down next to her, concerned.
“How do you know if…” she turned her body away from him slightly, “if, you’re definitely gay?”
“What’s made you ask this?”
“O it’s nothing.”
“No talk to me Nao,” he grabbed her arms and turned her to face him, “what’s made you say this?”
“Well… I think… I think…”
He took a finger and used it to lift up her chin so she would look into his eyes,
“Go on…” he said softly.
She lowered her head, “I’m… I’m pretty sure I’m.. one way but how does one know for certain?”
“One way?”
“I think… I think I’m gay… I’m attracted to girls but how can I be certain I am..gay. How did you know?”
Takumi was taken a bit aback from this sudden serious talk,
“Well, when I’m with Gii… everything feels right.”
“Are you attracted to any other guys?”
Takumi sat and thought,
“…no…”
“Then how can you be sure? Aren’t we in the same boat?”
“Well… well….”
“Takumi”
He looked up at her, it had been a while since she’d last called him his full name. This worried him greatly.
“What is it?”
“Well… we both think that we’re both… gay, right?”
“Yes…”
“Would it be alright to check if we really are gay… together?”
Takumi was puzzled and sat there for a moment.
Then it hit him.
“We… we should… kiss?”
“O I know it sounds crazy. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked,” Nao stood up from the bed and began to walk away. Takumi grabbed her hand.
“…It… it’s not crazy,” was all he could say.
“What?” they both spoke quietly now.
“You have a point. How can one be certain if one doesn’t try both sides first…”
“So… we-we should…”
Takumi looked at her and she looked back, “I-I guess.”
He brought her back over to the bed and she sat down.
“No one has to know… right?” she asked shyly.
“No… like you said.. it’s to confirm we are in fact... gay.”
Takumi swallowed hard and Nao averted her eyes. Takumi took a deep breath and once again took a finger to move her chin to face him.
“What… what if… we like it?” she asked sacredly.
“I don’t know…” he barely whispered. He moved his finger down to her hands and squeezed them tightly with his hands, “but no matter what happens, we’ll always be best friends”
“Ta kun,” she smiled and slowly she took a deep breath, “okay…”
Takumi began to lean in as did she. Inches away they closed their eyes. Finally their lips touched and (as if they both had the mental thought of doing it properly to make sure) then touched lips again and more deeply.
Slowly they pulled back and shyly looked away from each other.
“So?” Nao asked staring at the door.
“…”
“Well if it makes you feel better… I definitely like girls not boys.”
Takumi signed with relief, “Me too. Liking boys I mean.”
They smiled at each other before Nao got up, “I am so glad I am no longer so confused. I was so worried, I mean the thought was playing with my mind for weeks because I was stuck here and now. Thank you Takumi. I don’t know why I was worried to begin with. Oyasuminasai.”
“Oyasuminasai Nao” he let her back out and waved her good night as she walked away.
Nao quickly made it to her room and locked the door. As soon as she had, she beamed with happiness and touched her lips,
“I don’t care if you’re gay Ta kun, that was FAR too easy to trick you.”
*
The exams were upon the students along with Nao’s plan running extremely well. She hadd already gotten Shingyouji and Misu’s relationship messed up, she had messed up Gii, gotten her kiss from Takumi and was no ready to finally get to Yoshizawa and Takabayashi, but not just yet.
*
February was quickly ceasing. Gii was in his room, starring at the ceiling as he led on his bed. He wore a face of sorrow; He had no idea neither what Nao was planning nor what she would do to Takumi, he was sure she wouldn’t keep her promise from staying away from him. He had to do something, but what? Nao was Takumi’s long term friend, he couldn’t ruin his opinion of her and risk ruining their own relationship.
Gii led there bewildered. He thought long and hard. He thought through all the stuff he’d been through this year; the leader ship and now the exams, the horrible incident with Nao, Takumi and Nao naturally being close friend- that was it! His eyes lit up and he ran immediately to Takumi’s room.
Takumi was sat at his desk, happily getting in some studying, but something kept stopping him from thinking. He thought about it harder and harder, thinking about what he had done behind Gii’s back. No, not what he had done, but what had happened. He had never doubt his sexuality before, not even really thought of it before Nao had mentioned it that night. True he had never really been with a girl and yes he was having an intimate relationship with Gii but what if Gii was just a one off? He ruffled his hair in frustration.
Click.
The door opened, Takumi stopped what he was doing and looked at the door.
“Takumi?” a voice came into the room with a face.
“Gii…” Takumi stood up from his seat, “is everything alright?”
“Takumi,” Gii rushed up to him and hugged him tightly.
“…Gii?”
“Just… just let me hold you.”
“Gii doushita no?”
“Takumi…”
Gii wanted to make everything right, he wanted to tell Takumi what had happened, why it happened, but he couldn’t. It would break Takumi.
Takumi wanted to tell Gii but that would just make Gii think something was going on and that he doubted his love for Gii. He couldn’t do that.
The hug ceased and they starred at each other. Takumi quickly lost all doubt. He didn’t care if Gii was the only guy Takumi had ever seriously like. Takumi loved Gii and nothing was going to change that. He threw his worries out of his mind straight away.
“Gii?” Takumi looked up with his puppy dog eyes.
“Shh,” Gii quietened him before leaning in, giving Takumi a longer, harder kiss.
His kisses didn’t stop. Each time they got longer and deeper and harder, Takumi didn’t refuse and gave his all back.
“Takumi…” Gii whispered.
Gii began to unbutton his lover’s shirt and quickly threw it on the floor. Takumi followed, taking his time so he could enjoy slowly tracing a finger down his lover’s stomach as he did so. Soon, with both shirts on the floor next to each other, Gii moved to Takumi’s neck, then to his nipples and down stomach.
“Gii…” Takumi moaned with pleasure.
*
The two lovers led there in the bed with their arms wrapped around one another, breathing slowly and relaxingly.
“Ne Takumi…”
“Un?”
“How well do you know Nao?”
Takumi sat up slightly and looked at Gii, “why do you ask?”
“I am just wondering.”
“Hmm… well she’s slightly different, a bit more mature than me, but besides that… she’s normal she’s… Nao, I guess.”
Gii sat up slightly, “Takumi”
“Un?”
“There’s something I need to tell you about Nao…”
終わる！
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