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so this is my first entry in like a hundred years, and i know nobody is going to comment or tell me how they are doing so I guess I will just blab away for the heck of it. Today I am wearing this like weird gyspy outfit.. yeah not so me... oh well, i'll get over it. I really love Tre, those of you know, i'm not letting him go. Well last night we sort've gotten in to a fight... but we didn't because he didn't know about it. and those of you that know me, know that i really over exaggerate, a lot... ne ways, jody (my ex, his room mate), tre, ben and james went and got drunk last night.... (they were supposed to pick me up, but alexa couldn't get here or something like that...) anyways.... I kept texting JOdy asking him if he was going to pick me up or not tomorrow, TO ASK TRE FOR ME!... he didn't do it... soooo i started thinking, and when i think i get weird day/night dreams and like i know that anybody who gets on bars, blacks out... it's human nature, and if you mix it with alcohol, you will be a very well... blacked out person... and knowing that theres a chance that jody would try to break us up, i over-reacted. and when i say over- reacted, i mean it. I cried, i went to kaseys, i called bj, and jason, i did like everything i shouldn't have done, instead... of trusting what they would do, I didn't trust Jody. I trusted Tre, but not the drugs and booze....
well i'm outtie.... until next year.......
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