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I don't know what the fuck is going on. Everyone is fucking pissed off at me Kailia,jessica and Victoria. I dont know what happened, i barley talked to any one of them yesterday. I talked to Elia,Nikki, and Kailia 8th period. I wanna die. I don't know what is going on. I can't wait to move to Niagara Falls where people won't use me for help on there fucking problems or just hang out with me cause they know my brother or one of my bestfriends. Thats pretty much the only reason why people like me. *cries* I'm so fucking tired of the petty drama. I have a life. No I don't go out as much cause I work at Walmart, and I got a family to see and help out. People don't know 1/2 the shit going on in my life. Cause they either don't care or don't want to know. They don't take the time of day to ask me."Cassie, is everything alright with you" I'm fake... I put on a fake face and say yeah everything is alright, cause I don't want to bother them with my drama or problems. No, one gives a shit. Half of my friends don't care about me. I just settled things with Jessie, and were happy again and I miss her so much. And I got my feelings back to the way they were. But I can't wait to move cause you know what No one will miss me. July 8th I'm leaving Albany for good. And moving to a place where people will have the guts to be my true friend and care about me. Like Kailia said "When I leave I'll keep in contact with the people I care about." "Like who K?" "Bridget and people" "Not me right?" " I'll get peoples numbers and call them that I care about" Pretty much not me, and that fucking hurts really bad. I feel like the only reason she does hang out with me is cause I'm friends with Jessica or atleast was cause she's not talking to me. For unknown reasons just like Kaila and Victoria. But I dont care anymore none of them will hear from me. I hope I do die when I have surgery next week. I'm out.