Pissed off and close to crying
I really think today is going to be a really bad day. I was up most of the night with Jessie trying to find out what happeneed to her G'ma- comes to find out her G'ma was having a heart attack. Then my fucken S-dad was saying I should be ashamed and shyt. and a bunch of other shyt that was pissing me off. What a girl cant have her period and be a lil bitchy!?!? ARG! Im soo trying not to cry right now, I'm really tired of it. I'm so tired im going to be bitchy. And supposdly it's a crime to be up half the night when ur girl firends G'ma is sick and in pain. idk i really think my S-dad has his period 24/7 I cant wait to go to my dad's Saturday after work. I can atleast be happy for a night and 1/2 a day or somthing.
I mean my S-dad can have his bad times. But he can also have his good. But the bad is when u cross his "line" and piss my mom off or get an attitude with him. But I can also have mine. When you cross my line and call my girl friend a liar. He said I'm the person making Jessie unconfromable by going to her and cry saying how bad he is. Well exxcuse me when I wanna cry and call my girl friend. Arg.. I just wanna sleep and not be in school. I dun feel good. And I miss jessie and I hate being bitched at 1st thing in the morning.
Plus, I've been trying to call jessie since 8:30 this morning and no one is picking up the phone. I need her. And I gotta work tonight and deal with so much shyt. Atleast it's pay day... ARG!! I gotta go 3rd period is about to start.
I mean my S-dad can have his bad times. But he can also have his good. But the bad is when u cross his "line" and piss my mom off or get an attitude with him. But I can also have mine. When you cross my line and call my girl friend a liar. He said I'm the person making Jessie unconfromable by going to her and cry saying how bad he is. Well exxcuse me when I wanna cry and call my girl friend. Arg.. I just wanna sleep and not be in school. I dun feel good. And I miss jessie and I hate being bitched at 1st thing in the morning.
Plus, I've been trying to call jessie since 8:30 this morning and no one is picking up the phone. I need her. And I gotta work tonight and deal with so much shyt. Atleast it's pay day... ARG!! I gotta go 3rd period is about to start.