Oct 26, 2004 11:16
So yeah... I just came out to my friend Charisse a lil while ago cause I was talking to my friend Jeff, telling him bout today being me and jessie's 1 yr anni and he said he already new cause he read my LJ earlier. Well Charisse was walking with me cause we were talking bout her doing my nail's next week before i go to Niagara Falls and cursing me out for always traveling. *smirks* but back to the story she goes to me, Well are you going to tell me who this Jessie is Cassieandra (my new nick name at school) I was like Well you might be mad at me. She goes why? Im like Cause I'm gay, and Jessie is my girl friend of a year now. She was like Well I'm not mad. I dont discrimate. Then I said to her, Well I've known people who arent friends with one another after people come out. Then Jeff was like I'm not your friend anymore Sandra (thats what ppl call me too Lol) Your GAY oh wow. I'm like yeah I am gay, and pround. We all laughed. But she said she has no problem with it and stuff.
I wish it was easier for people to come out, it's easy with my and my friends cause Albany is very accpeting. In crosstgates last year I was holding hands with jessie and kissing her neck and no one in the mall said shyt. And I was doing it in the arcade too. And me and cait plus Tegan and Jessie we were holding hands with out g g/f's going down Lark St. and people smiled and said hi. But people need to come out to there parents and friend's if they dont accpet you you need to make then understand it's not there fault. and shit them down and talk to them about, you will have a load of stuff off your shoulders and feel so much better. I promise you that. If they don't acept you then just dont bring the subject up and dont do it in front of then, but I assure you evanually they will see how happy you sre and accept it more. :)
Ok I know alot can changed in like 10 minutes. Lol I saw Mr. Colman in the hall way and I asked him if I can go to NYC with him to see a broadway play and he said I can go YAY! I gotta get a permission slip from Mrs. McCaughtey and then Get him 100% soon beofre it's sold out. cause there 12 spots left, so I gotta see if Duane or my mom can use my B-day money to go. Then about 5 minutes later I got called to my main office and got my school pictures. There came out alright Lol. idk I dont like any of my pictures but Jessie of course will like them.
Speaking of my baby jzekri. Who I absoulty adore and love we have been together for a year I am sooo happy and excited. She's the most perfect person in this world and my baby. And I'm never letting her go. I'm going to marry her and have kids with her. Lol. She's my Angel and I cant wait to see her soon. Well I gotta go. Jessie TM me later if u come on to let me know hows u doing. I love you and miss you. Muah!!
Oh yeah at walmart last night I bought 2 skateboards for 1.00 apiece cause we dun sell them anymore. and out of season. I'm giving them to my brother and S-brop for X-mas. And the slut Tayna im not friends with. how the fuck are you going steal s.o elses b/f. damn she opens her legs to any male with 2 legs and a dick. People at work made a joke bout her That she is part lesbian cause she is always second choice and saying how other girls taste with there man. Lol. I hope that bitch gets Preggy again or a diease then she'll know it.