Oct 15, 2004 11:15
*sighs* never read a R rated fanfiction before school and fantasize about you and your g/f doing it. Not that you really needed to know. My mom told me last night that I can go see Jessie the weekend I wanted to for 3-4 days. I know I prolly wont be able to her for my B-day but I'm really excited.
I am losing weight, I lost 8 lbs in 2 weeks. I want to lose weight for jessie and prom. I really want to look pretty. Everyone says i am pretty. But I myself don't beleive it. I'm ugly and overweight *cries* that's why I wear sweat shirts and jeans/swaets alot. I hate the way I look. So i am working out every other day after school and i walk every where i go and i walk 2 miles on sunday's while being on my celly talking to who eva. *sighs* I dont know what to do....
From now on i am saving every pay check i get, cause I need to save up on getting my eyebrow pierced, a car and college. I really need those things right now. Oh yeah plus prom/limo or a car. Cause I over heard a few of my friends saying they might get a car for Prom that way it's cheaper and u can rent it for 3 days. Maybe then me Jessie, Jeff Rach and Cait and Teegan can go to Great escape or somthing since the monday after is Senior Skip day. Or I will skip my prom and spend the Tursday-monday in Niagara Falls. *Smiles* well I'll update later tonight after work or somthing. This weekend i think I am going Apple Picking with my mom and John and Jere maybe. And hopfully john can invite Victioria. He needs to get over Brandi, and date Tory. Well Gotta go ttyl.