Oct 19, 2015 23:53
So tonight and tomorrow I begin my new project of learning to do online trading, beginning with currency trading,
My uncle talked to me yesterday and today about the sense he had that I have a habit of delaying when I receive an inner instruction to do something. So, at the moment, I am focusing on moving when I am called to move on something, even when there could be some inconvenience or frustration that I might foresee or encounter.
I am hoping to catch up on all the little things concerning me tomorrow and to stop putting off things that then just make me more nervous.
Mom got edgy and emotional today, angry at her sister for taking time she had wanted to spend with her brother. This lead to a dramatic pouty disappearance for an 'early bedtime'. Well, we've all done something like that.
I am meditating on both radical acceptance of reality and getting better at moving on waht I need to do so as not to coud my vision.
Hu