Can I?
Can I please have my life back now? Fuck I'm drained. Spent 11.5 hours away from home today. All but 2 on campus...and those two were studying for a midterm! Everything in my home is complete chaos. I have boxes everywhere. And still more to pack. I ran out of boxes or I'd be doing that now. And I was stupid and didn't take advantage of the nice weather to collect more. Now I have to hunt through soggy boxes and hope I find some dry ones. Or possibly make them soggy lifting the lid to the dumpster up. I have a hefty research paper due next week. I am not going to work on it at all until Monday night maybe. Probably spend all day Tuesday working on it until my eyes bleed from the computer screen. And once I get all this crap hauled over to the new place I need to unpack it all before I have some semblance of life again. Busy busy busy. My head is going to explode with responsibility. If I do well this term my ego will be so inflated. I don't know where I am finding this strength but I'm glad it's here. My mood is up and down everyday. I haven't been eating right. I'm too busy to make food, so I just don't eat enough. Which is probably the worst thing I can do I know. Soon this mess will all be over. And it will be better. Small more cozy atmosphere that is all mine with new memories to create. :) And before I know it a year will have gone by and it will be time to do this all over again...only I will finally get to go home. The real home. My beloved city.