Calm..
Late last night my dad msg'd me this really long msg saying that he was sorry he was hard on my about my car and how he only wants the best for me and doesn't want me to get stuffed around by the car dealer etc and he even said 'luv u, dad'... he never says i love u!! i replied later this afternoon coz my head was still not together and thanked him for his msg and told him how the car dealer called me this morning and said my car is ready to be picked up on thurs... woooo new car!!!
My head was still out of it all today so i didn't msg or email Ivy boy coz i didn't wanna whinge or be negative... i know how he hates being around negative ppl.. THEN he msgs me later tonyt just saying hi and how it was weird that he hadn't heard from me today via msg/email... i told him how i was still upset and crying all last nyt and today and he was gonna call me when he got off the bus on his way home, but i was at dancing. So i called him after dancing and it was SO good to hear his voice :D
He reassured me and told me that i could call/email/msg him anytime about anything and doesnt matter how negative it is... awww!!! then he was giving me advice bout how i should send my dad a nice msg and how to shift my focus on positive things like how i'm still gonna have more clients to counsel and to take away the great experience i had from Penrith Jobfind and apply that in other roles. He said i needed to be 'kind' to myself this week becoz i've had such a hard time... and then he was being all silly and made me laugh.. damn this kid is good!!
We talked about my outfit for mardi gras and i told him how i was getting my hair done etc and how he was lucky i wasn't gonna drag him along.. he instantly said 'oh is that wat girlfriends do? they drag their boyfriends to the shops and to hair appts??' omg i was so surprised!! he's already assuming that we're officially together and we laughed about it!!
I was stupid to think that just because he isn't obligated to listen to me vent or whinge, doesn't mean that he doesn't want to listen to me vent or whinge... he told me that he doesn't want me to be sad which is why i can call him anytime awww...
Anyways, our birthdays are coming up (his birthday is 2 days after mine) and hopefully we can organise to spend the weekend at his holiday house in Collaroy... i can't wait!!! :D
My head was still out of it all today so i didn't msg or email Ivy boy coz i didn't wanna whinge or be negative... i know how he hates being around negative ppl.. THEN he msgs me later tonyt just saying hi and how it was weird that he hadn't heard from me today via msg/email... i told him how i was still upset and crying all last nyt and today and he was gonna call me when he got off the bus on his way home, but i was at dancing. So i called him after dancing and it was SO good to hear his voice :D
He reassured me and told me that i could call/email/msg him anytime about anything and doesnt matter how negative it is... awww!!! then he was giving me advice bout how i should send my dad a nice msg and how to shift my focus on positive things like how i'm still gonna have more clients to counsel and to take away the great experience i had from Penrith Jobfind and apply that in other roles. He said i needed to be 'kind' to myself this week becoz i've had such a hard time... and then he was being all silly and made me laugh.. damn this kid is good!!
We talked about my outfit for mardi gras and i told him how i was getting my hair done etc and how he was lucky i wasn't gonna drag him along.. he instantly said 'oh is that wat girlfriends do? they drag their boyfriends to the shops and to hair appts??' omg i was so surprised!! he's already assuming that we're officially together and we laughed about it!!
I was stupid to think that just because he isn't obligated to listen to me vent or whinge, doesn't mean that he doesn't want to listen to me vent or whinge... he told me that he doesn't want me to be sad which is why i can call him anytime awww...
Anyways, our birthdays are coming up (his birthday is 2 days after mine) and hopefully we can organise to spend the weekend at his holiday house in Collaroy... i can't wait!!! :D