Lesson learnt...
So after all the extra effort i made to contact hot italian and try to organise to hang out with him one more time, he totally blows me off!
We planned for him to come to my place to just chill out and hang out coz he was sayin how he was starting to get the flu... he said he thought he'd be better by today and said he'd msg me in the morning to confirm... i get a msg from him about 2pm saying 'sorry hun, i've gotten worse can't come but can we reschedule?'
FK YOU hot italian!!! i don't believe for one second that he's sick! i think he just wanted an escape plan incase he changed his mind or got a better offer! Fk i am SO pissed right now... i've made so many attempts to try and hang out with him and i'm sick of trying! i mean, i'm not THAT desperate to hang out with him... to be honest, the only thing that kept me interested was that he's fkn hot!! i thought he'd be DTF but clearly, he's not.
I know my thoughts are automatically being negative and blaming myself but at the end of the day, this is wats meant to happen. Obviously i'm not meant to hang out or hook up with hot italian.. and just coz he's hot doesn't mean he gets a million chances to get his shit together.
Fk him! he can go and get fkd!! i'm not bothering with him anymore... why am i even interested when i've got an honest, genuine and clearly into me guy like Ivy boy??? guess my curiousity made me blind.
Not only am i angry at him for totally blowing me off, but i'm angry at myself for allowing myself to be put in a position where i could get blown off. I made myself too vulnerable... I'm angry now, but i'll get over it. This is wats meant to be and its happening for the right reasons.
LESSON LEARNT!!
We planned for him to come to my place to just chill out and hang out coz he was sayin how he was starting to get the flu... he said he thought he'd be better by today and said he'd msg me in the morning to confirm... i get a msg from him about 2pm saying 'sorry hun, i've gotten worse can't come but can we reschedule?'
FK YOU hot italian!!! i don't believe for one second that he's sick! i think he just wanted an escape plan incase he changed his mind or got a better offer! Fk i am SO pissed right now... i've made so many attempts to try and hang out with him and i'm sick of trying! i mean, i'm not THAT desperate to hang out with him... to be honest, the only thing that kept me interested was that he's fkn hot!! i thought he'd be DTF but clearly, he's not.
I know my thoughts are automatically being negative and blaming myself but at the end of the day, this is wats meant to happen. Obviously i'm not meant to hang out or hook up with hot italian.. and just coz he's hot doesn't mean he gets a million chances to get his shit together.
Fk him! he can go and get fkd!! i'm not bothering with him anymore... why am i even interested when i've got an honest, genuine and clearly into me guy like Ivy boy??? guess my curiousity made me blind.
Not only am i angry at him for totally blowing me off, but i'm angry at myself for allowing myself to be put in a position where i could get blown off. I made myself too vulnerable... I'm angry now, but i'll get over it. This is wats meant to be and its happening for the right reasons.
LESSON LEARNT!!