Falling...
Its funny how things can change so quickly!!!
I randomly msg'd Ivy boy on saturday asking if he was free to catch up that night or on sunday... he msg'd back saying he'd be in the city that arvo with a few of his friends checking out the sydney festival.. so we organised to meet up. I was heaps nervous to meet his friends since it meant things were progressing with us but i had a few drinks and got over it lol
I met his friends and they were really nice, bit nerdy but they seemed heaps relaxed and easy going... i could definitely see myself hanging out with them! after we left them we hung out at darling harbour and went to Wallaby bar for a drink or two. For some unknown reason, i feel really comfortable around him and so i brought up the whole thing bout me not kissing him goodnight from our dinner date. He completely understood and said that he thought i wanted to kinda start again (like how i don't kiss on a first date) how cute! so i set things straight bout that and also told him how i needed him to take more initiative and control with regards to kissing etc and how i'm not used to having to initiate things. From that second onwards he COMPLETELY changed... he was SO affectionate! holding me, kissing me... i loved it!! it was exactly wat i wanted and i'm glad he took that on board and went with it! We also talked about us and how we both don't wanna have a title, calling each other 'no title' or 'hang out buddy' lol i'm really happy that we can be honest with each other like that- i've never really felt comfortable like that before...
Anyway, later Elly and her bro Luis met up with us at Wallaby after their concert finished and we hung out chatting for a while... he was SO good.. just talking and laughing with them and really tried to get to know them, which was a good sign for me coz that shows he cares bout me! he got on with them great and we ended up at the Loft/Bungalow 8 where he even danced with Elly! it was weird i was heaps embarrassed to dance in front of him- dunno why! either way i had heaps of fun with him :)
It was interesting to see how he was with his friends compared to how he is when he's just with me... he didn't change the way he treated me at all! and even at the Loft he ran into this guy who he played touch footy with and it was cool to see how he could just make friends so easily... ohh and omg it was SO funny! Ivy boy went to the bathroom and instantly these 2 guys tried to dance with me and pick me up and i went into automatic mode and put my hand up in their face and told them to piss off... i guess instinct kicked in! i mean, i could've been nice and said sorry i'm here with someone go away.. but i didn't like the way these guys approached me- all sleazy! anyway, when Ivy boy came back i told him wat happened and he laughed it off (altho i think he was secretly happy that i did it haha)... i think he's right.. as much as i hate to admit it, he does have me a bit whipped :S
So.. who knows wats next for us?? we were talking bout watching movies and he suggested that we have a movie night at either my place or his.. but i said it'd be weird at his coz his family is there and yea.. he offered for us to stay at his family holiday house in collaroy and then hinted that i could stay overnight coz it'd be a bit of trek home... i think he's hinting at something else hehe but thats cool coz i'm so ready to go down that path with him!
So the verdict from Elly is that he's really cute (which i already knew) and heaps nice! she even said to me in her drunken state 'ur an idiot if u break his heart!' lol not that i want to do that anyway! like i said, out of all the boys interested in me, Ivy boy is the one i don't wanna hurt... the more and more i hang out with him the more and more i like him. It does scare me how much i like him, but i wanna see where this goes... just gonna go with the flow and have no titles!!
I randomly msg'd Ivy boy on saturday asking if he was free to catch up that night or on sunday... he msg'd back saying he'd be in the city that arvo with a few of his friends checking out the sydney festival.. so we organised to meet up. I was heaps nervous to meet his friends since it meant things were progressing with us but i had a few drinks and got over it lol
I met his friends and they were really nice, bit nerdy but they seemed heaps relaxed and easy going... i could definitely see myself hanging out with them! after we left them we hung out at darling harbour and went to Wallaby bar for a drink or two. For some unknown reason, i feel really comfortable around him and so i brought up the whole thing bout me not kissing him goodnight from our dinner date. He completely understood and said that he thought i wanted to kinda start again (like how i don't kiss on a first date) how cute! so i set things straight bout that and also told him how i needed him to take more initiative and control with regards to kissing etc and how i'm not used to having to initiate things. From that second onwards he COMPLETELY changed... he was SO affectionate! holding me, kissing me... i loved it!! it was exactly wat i wanted and i'm glad he took that on board and went with it! We also talked about us and how we both don't wanna have a title, calling each other 'no title' or 'hang out buddy' lol i'm really happy that we can be honest with each other like that- i've never really felt comfortable like that before...
Anyway, later Elly and her bro Luis met up with us at Wallaby after their concert finished and we hung out chatting for a while... he was SO good.. just talking and laughing with them and really tried to get to know them, which was a good sign for me coz that shows he cares bout me! he got on with them great and we ended up at the Loft/Bungalow 8 where he even danced with Elly! it was weird i was heaps embarrassed to dance in front of him- dunno why! either way i had heaps of fun with him :)
It was interesting to see how he was with his friends compared to how he is when he's just with me... he didn't change the way he treated me at all! and even at the Loft he ran into this guy who he played touch footy with and it was cool to see how he could just make friends so easily... ohh and omg it was SO funny! Ivy boy went to the bathroom and instantly these 2 guys tried to dance with me and pick me up and i went into automatic mode and put my hand up in their face and told them to piss off... i guess instinct kicked in! i mean, i could've been nice and said sorry i'm here with someone go away.. but i didn't like the way these guys approached me- all sleazy! anyway, when Ivy boy came back i told him wat happened and he laughed it off (altho i think he was secretly happy that i did it haha)... i think he's right.. as much as i hate to admit it, he does have me a bit whipped :S
So.. who knows wats next for us?? we were talking bout watching movies and he suggested that we have a movie night at either my place or his.. but i said it'd be weird at his coz his family is there and yea.. he offered for us to stay at his family holiday house in collaroy and then hinted that i could stay overnight coz it'd be a bit of trek home... i think he's hinting at something else hehe but thats cool coz i'm so ready to go down that path with him!
So the verdict from Elly is that he's really cute (which i already knew) and heaps nice! she even said to me in her drunken state 'ur an idiot if u break his heart!' lol not that i want to do that anyway! like i said, out of all the boys interested in me, Ivy boy is the one i don't wanna hurt... the more and more i hang out with him the more and more i like him. It does scare me how much i like him, but i wanna see where this goes... just gonna go with the flow and have no titles!!