Sux!
I don't know why i do it to myself... why do i look at Mr Miami's fb page?? i'm 90% guaranteed that i'll see something that will cut me!! like a photo of him looking all hot with that same girl who he was drunk in the photos with! like honestly... she's not even pretty!! maybe she's just easy... american guys like that kinda thing i guess...
Whatever... he can go hang out with her and go on his little dates! its not like i'm sitting around waiting for him. I've met up with Ivy boy 3 times (not including the night i met him after my work xmas party) and am gonna go on another date with him this friday... so i guess me and Mr Miami are square. Except its not like i'm flaunting it on fb to make him jealous!! i swear he's doing it just to piss me off!! even more reason to remind myself that he's a playa and a douchebag!
Part of me wants to stoop to his level and take photos with Ivy boy and Simon and put them of fb just to rub it in his face!! but i know i'm better than that shit.
Fk i hate him!!! why can't i just let him go and forget him?!? i have no reason to hold onto him... Ivy boy is a really nice guy and i have a lot of fun with him!! and this Simon... omg HOT. Updates on him.. he lives out west too so i'm gonna try and hint that we should hang out...just us coz we're local. Hopefully he gets the hint and asks me out!!
Nothing like having a rebound to get over Mr Miami!! maybe i should add more to my list of 3...? ohh but then i feel bad coz Ivy boy is actually really nice and i know he likes me heaps... since when did i grow a conscience??
Blah!!!