I feel so good!
I actually slept really good all night lastnight!!
So ya know those new pictures of Jared going around..The ones here..where he is with Sandy at a basketball game..
Ah.. Hell.. I am just gonna post one of the pics.. cause that man is just so damn good looking..you really can't have too many pictures of him.
Everyone says he looks so tired.. and that maybe he partied too much with Jensen on his birthday..(which is what I like to think) But honestly..as I was looking at each of the pics..he didn't look tired to me. He looked mad. So I started to wonder if maybe he wasn't happy with someone taking their picture.
My check comes today. I am just waiting for the mail to get here. I miss being able to just have it direct deposited into my bank account. But I can't do that anymore. Not until I can afford to pay the overdraft I owe. If I have my check sent to my account..they will automatically take out the money I owe..which is around $300.. And I barely have enough to make it as it is.
I am very sad that I won't have the money to buy any of the things I need to start working on the other kinds of art projects that I have been wanting to try.
My Mom and Dad think I should try to sell some of my drawings. I don't know about that though. One..I can't really believe that anyone would want to buy them..and two.. I just can't believe anyone woulld want to buy them!!
I guess I could try Ebay or something. Maybe Etsy. I know Etsy is free but I am not sure about Ebay.
That would be the best feeling in the world if I was able to sell my drawings.. maybe get back at least the money I spent on the materials. That would be cool.
Next.. just for the fun of it.. I am going to try to draw Jensen.
I know now that I can't buy anything frivilous this month. Not if I want to have enough money for food for the month. As much as I hate that.. I hate going without food even more.
So I am going to make a list of the things I need.. and make one trip to the store to get them all. Make a budget.. after rent and dad's money..and Speck's food and litter.. how much can I afford to spend a week on food to make it the whole month? Once I find out.. I will have to stick to it. No more over eating..that is for sure. But I really don't think I could overeat even if I wanted to. The past few months of only having one meal a day has shrunk my stomach or something because it doesn't take near as much to fill me up anymore. I have actually lost weight. About 13 pounds. That's over the past few months.
So ya know those new pictures of Jared going around..The ones here..where he is with Sandy at a basketball game..
Ah.. Hell.. I am just gonna post one of the pics.. cause that man is just so damn good looking..you really can't have too many pictures of him.
Everyone says he looks so tired.. and that maybe he partied too much with Jensen on his birthday..(which is what I like to think) But honestly..as I was looking at each of the pics..he didn't look tired to me. He looked mad. So I started to wonder if maybe he wasn't happy with someone taking their picture.
My check comes today. I am just waiting for the mail to get here. I miss being able to just have it direct deposited into my bank account. But I can't do that anymore. Not until I can afford to pay the overdraft I owe. If I have my check sent to my account..they will automatically take out the money I owe..which is around $300.. And I barely have enough to make it as it is.
I am very sad that I won't have the money to buy any of the things I need to start working on the other kinds of art projects that I have been wanting to try.
My Mom and Dad think I should try to sell some of my drawings. I don't know about that though. One..I can't really believe that anyone would want to buy them..and two.. I just can't believe anyone woulld want to buy them!!
I guess I could try Ebay or something. Maybe Etsy. I know Etsy is free but I am not sure about Ebay.
That would be the best feeling in the world if I was able to sell my drawings.. maybe get back at least the money I spent on the materials. That would be cool.
Next.. just for the fun of it.. I am going to try to draw Jensen.
I know now that I can't buy anything frivilous this month. Not if I want to have enough money for food for the month. As much as I hate that.. I hate going without food even more.
So I am going to make a list of the things I need.. and make one trip to the store to get them all. Make a budget.. after rent and dad's money..and Speck's food and litter.. how much can I afford to spend a week on food to make it the whole month? Once I find out.. I will have to stick to it. No more over eating..that is for sure. But I really don't think I could overeat even if I wanted to. The past few months of only having one meal a day has shrunk my stomach or something because it doesn't take near as much to fill me up anymore. I have actually lost weight. About 13 pounds. That's over the past few months.