Wow...
It has been almost a year since I did this. But I'm bored and my sleeping pattern is all wacked out so here I am. Well, I love my appartment. I love/hate my new car. I have a full time job now. Woohoo for me. I also got accepted into Baker College of auburn hills. rock on! but yea thats my update on me. so now its time to do the whole feelings journal thing.
My life is so akward right now. I hate my physical appearance. I used to be 120 pounds.. Try adding about 30 lbs to that. =[ I started the gym thing and i went down to 140. And then I got real sick, and stopped working out as much. BUT tomorrow I start again. I hope it works out. I am so tired of this weight bull crap. Currently I am single. Josh just moved out =[ but we need to learn how to take care of ourselves. right now, i am struggling with being alone. i like the comfort of someone in my bed. and waking up next to someone. I am dealing though. I think in this place in my life, school and work is what is important. (but in a sign of weakness, theres a boy in Las Vegas who has my heart, and he just wont let it go) im not complaining though. its in good hands. and it has been for a while. well i think its about that time for me to go straighten my hair and attempt the sleeping thing. we will see how it goes.. ill pour my feelings out another day/night.
My life is so akward right now. I hate my physical appearance. I used to be 120 pounds.. Try adding about 30 lbs to that. =[ I started the gym thing and i went down to 140. And then I got real sick, and stopped working out as much. BUT tomorrow I start again. I hope it works out. I am so tired of this weight bull crap. Currently I am single. Josh just moved out =[ but we need to learn how to take care of ourselves. right now, i am struggling with being alone. i like the comfort of someone in my bed. and waking up next to someone. I am dealing though. I think in this place in my life, school and work is what is important. (but in a sign of weakness, theres a boy in Las Vegas who has my heart, and he just wont let it go) im not complaining though. its in good hands. and it has been for a while. well i think its about that time for me to go straighten my hair and attempt the sleeping thing. we will see how it goes.. ill pour my feelings out another day/night.